Resurgence

Everything we are addicted to, takes away the pain

Whether it's cigarettes, drugs, gains or games

Deep down, you know it won't matter and nothing will change

When they take away your addiction, life is what you face

You fear what you don't want to hear so you keep a long range

You rather not be caged, but

When the fated pursues, "I'm feeling deranged"

I want my life sorted and re-arranged

Looking for an escape, but

Woke up disguised

Hypnotized by life

Trying to find me, till I realized

I can end this with a knife

But no! I will strive

It's been grim but I will survive

I'm no one to them

But I'm someone to me

You don't know what I've been through

I'm not everybody and I know I'm somebody or am I a no body?

At least I am a body and everybody is a body so am I everybody?

No one is special

These are my daily thoughts

I learned that some people rise

Because others fall apart

But I'm not smart I have a kind heart

And that changes throughout

People will be using words like clout

How about I tell you to shut that mouth

Life isn't easy, it's like a garden that became drought

And to make it green again, you will have to sprout

With ideas and ideas that won't come out

Because you think there is no point in trying

But hey

I'm still waiting for the day

Peace out.