If Satan was once a loyal servant of God
What gave me the idea that I could trust anyone?
Spoon feeding myself lies about
He, whose words made love to my ears
But I wondered why I was still hungry
Cause all I wanted was to be loved
Like a homeless child on the streets
Find someone with a nice face
To feed my soul love and happiness
So that I can finally feel complete
Because I’m tired of living in a world
Where everyone has a heart
But none of them seem to beat
Bruises never heal before new ones seem to appear
Thinking he was worth a million dollars
When he was really worth pocket change
The blacker the berry; the sweeter the juice
But I never noticed the caution label that read:
The more bitter the taste; the faster it’ll kill you
Me, not seeing that I was being played. All these
Games systems in the world and he still had to play me?
Still had to play us.
Pissed because I couldn’t see the signs after the first girl
I couldn’t see it until girl number 3.
To blinded by false love, everything i’ve been through
May have to do with me but i never thought
That someone like him could have a heart as dark as Kane’s
To see the his love for his mother glow like fire in a dark cave
Then see him not treat someone he likes the same.
From all of this what did you have to gain?
A little street cred on how many girls you’ve played?
Through this experience i’ve learned that love is like eating watermelon:
It can be sweet, but if you don’t proceed with caution, you can choke on a seed
Good thing I didn’t let this get a hold of me deeply
because I found someone who appreciate me for the woman I am
Who not only knows the size of my pants but the size of my brain
Who knows that my eyes are a little lighter in the summer than in the fall
That I had a bad experience with you so he does the opposite
A love which is never bland
Because we learn something new about each other each and everyday
And I thank you
Because i never would’ve found this if i hadn’t gone through your
50 Shades Of Strange...
