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i haven't spoken to ashton these past few weeks and truthfully i don't really want too. I know if i did that I would be sucked back in by just one look at those hazel eyes. Teagan on the other hand, I've been avoiding her calls and all contact with her. the thought of talking to her makes my stomach twist in knots.
"its lovely to talk to you again" Luke winked at me and he closed my fridge and grabbed a soda and handed me one, "you know, i miss you like crazy"
Luke used to be one of my best friends. we met in group therapy, he said he liked my eyes and i guess it clicked from there. Me and Luke dated for a few years, i guess you could say he was the first boy that i ever loved.
"i miss you too" i said as I walked toward his wrapping my arms around his wide torso.
he hesitantly put his arms around me and hugged me back, "Willow," he sighed.
"i know" i said, "I'm just being friendly" i said as I took in his wonderful familiar scent.
it was nice to have some company from an old friend. I missed hanging out with Luke, the way he made me feel so much like myself made me happy. no one has made me feel that way until I met Ashton. I normally don't let people in so fast, but the way ashton made me feel made me crave for his touch even more.
"so how's the life of you" Luke said as he took a seat on my couch and patted next to him for me to take a seat.
"you know, the usual" i half smiled as I sat close to him and played with the hem of his sweater.
Luke's hand rested on my knee which made me turn my head to look at his eyes. they looked sad, lost almost. i remember that look, the last time i saw that was when I walked out on him.
"I'm sorry" i said as I took his fingers and intertwined them with mine.
"for what" he asked.
"everything" i sighed and leaned my forehead against his chest, "8 treated you like complete shit, and I'm sorry"
"things happen willow" he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him, "they happen for the best"
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Saying goodbye to Luke on new terms made me happy, I felt like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. We agreed to leave things mutual and if they ended up leading to something more serious then it will happen.
as I sat down on the couch and flipped on Netflix i heard a knock at the door. i expected Luke to be standing there, maybe he forgot something and came back to get it. when I opened the door i saw a very distraught Ashton Irwin standing on my front porch.
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okay that was kinda like a filler and im sorry its bad but im gonna be updating more.
im sorry i havent been updating a lot i just dont have the motivation and i wanna keep this going its a lot of work
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((i was also having bad luke feels the past few days so i thought this was necessary))
