I'm Irina and I'm 18 years old.Now it's been few years since I support Dobre Brothers.I really love them,especially Marcus.I'm in love with him,he seems so kind,sweet,cute i can't describe how I feel about him.There is no that many words or I this will be book for him that it could not be finished.I don't see him as an idol,he is my crush and I'm going crazy for him,more and more everyday.I'm really shy person,I never had a boyfriend or even a first kiss..yeah crazy I know.So,today is the day..I'm going on their meetup.Gash I'm so excited.I will finally meet him.My dream is to be friends with him or maybe..more but at least I will hug him tight and be able to feel his comfy hugs...Also one of my dreams since forever was to live in LA so here I am I live there..Never give up right? Great things take time...
I woke up with smile on my face.Wow..I will met him today.I have a plane to catch in 3 hours.Dang,I have to get ready..o and by the way the meetup is in New York City.I got up from the bed and went in the bathroom,take of my shorts and shirt and went in the shower.After few mins i was done,I wrapped a towel around me and got out. Hmmm what should I wear I thought to myself..After a while I finally decided what to wear so I put this on 👇
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Just sweats?Yes,just sweats..I don't wanna be something that is not me..I wanna be myself.I put on some mascara got my backpack and went on a plane...
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I was now in the lane of the meetup,I look down to my hands..I was shaking.I wasn't ready to see him in front of me..it's to much for my heart,for my shyness..Then it clicked in my head,i took a peace of paper and pen,I wrote my number on it and formed it in a ball..Finally,after hours of waiting i got to him..I was in shock that i see them..I was just standing and staring at them..I was lost..
"Hey,are you okay?" I hear his cute voice with a giggle in it..he pulled me closer to him and hug me.Am I dreaming? I thought to myself when i remembered to hug back.I hug back so tight I think that he couldn't breathe.His hugs are comfy just like I imagined,just like i saw him in his cute sweats in the videos.I love him so much.My heart went crazy.
"Are you okay?" Marcus pulled me of off the hug and looked me in my eyes,but instead of saying something I just hug him tight again wrapping my arms around his neck,I needed to be in his arms so I guess he felt that so he picked me up as I wrapped my legs around him
"Please Don't let me go" Finally,after long time I remembered how to talk and whispered in his neck..but he just giggled,he didn't take it serious so after few seconds he let me go..
I went to met with Lucas,Cy and Dari after,I give them a hug as we all joked a little.I took a pic with all of them alone and one with all four together.After,I was about to leave but I remembered i didn't put the paper in Marcus's pocket so I run back..
"Can I get one last hug?" I smiled shyly standing in front of Marcus.He looked at me not saying anything and pulled me in his sweet arms really tight like he wanted it so bad..I felt so safe and loved i never wanted to end..but unfortunately it was time to let go now.I give him a kiss on the cheek as Lucas took a pic..I don't know why he did that tho..also i slide the paper in his pocket while I did that and left...
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I went in some hotel and take one room.I threw myself on the bed and facetimed my best friend Scott..
"Heyy baby girl" he answered laughing..yes he calls me baby girl since he find out i love people calling me that ,sometimes people think he is my boyfriend but he is just best friend like a brother
"Cmon Scott stop calling me like that" I giggled and apparently I was red,I had no idea..
"Shut up you love that..oo and by the way how was the meet up did you met your "love of your life'' " he laughed and made a face
"Yeah I did" I blush
"Did you smash?" He was always joking with me about Marcus,sometimes I would get mad at him but you know for like 5 mins..
"No..what do you mean,of course no..I wish" My smile disappeared and I looked away
"Cmon how could you do that..All the time you were saying that if you met him first thing you will do is smash your lips on his"
"Yea, but you know.."
"Yea of course, your shyness" He made a face again "Stop being that shy..you will lose all your dreams be more free cmon like when you are with me,and don't be sad now..at least you met him,you hug him,you touched him.."He always tries to cheer me up
"I am happy Scott..Really! I am!..but you know i wanted to be at least friends..i told him not to let me go but he just giggled..he didn't took me serious..I will be just a fan in his eyes that he will forget in few days..maybe i wont even see him again.." and then my phone rang and it was a phone number that wasn't saved in my phone
"I will call you later okay?" Bright smile appeared on my face
"Wait!..What---" he wanted to say something but I just hang up..I took my phone and answer
"Hello?" I said with a shaky voice
"Hii..I found this number in my pocket..who is this?" I can't believe is him..but it really is him I would always recognize his voice..
"Ummm...I..m the girl from the meetup" I was shaking but tried to stay calm
"Which one?" He laughed..Of course how would he know
"Umm.." I was about to explain but he quickly cut me off
"Maybe..wanna face time?" Now I really don't know if I'm dreaming or no..does he really said that
"Yea..I mean yes yes of course" I felt my eyes getting watery
"Okay just turn on your camera I will do same.."I smiled and listened to him..and then I saw his beautiful face..
"Hii" I smiled with watery eyes and waved..I tried so hard to hold my tears..and I did..
"Ohh..you are the one that said "Don't let me go'' right?" He was looking in my eyes
"yeah" I got red
"Don't be shy..you are cute " He giggled
"So?Um..You remember me actually?" I smiled
"Of course I do..why wouldn't I?" He was so cute I wish he was next to me
"You saw so many girls today.." I laughed he is so adorable omgg..I couldn't take my eyes of off him
"So what? You were yourself..i don't know..maybe you left but you didn't left my mind" He smiled but he was serious..i really couldn't believe what he was saying I was lost I was just staring
"Hey..actually we will stay here for two more days..if you wanna hang out or somthing?" No no no way he is saying this..am I dreaming? I shook my head
"What?" I stare at him and didn't even notice that tear rolled down my cheek
"Hey cutie yes,it's reality and don't cry just smile okay..where do you wanna met?"He giggled
"Sorry,I'm just lost and to much happy" I laughed and wiped of my tear
"See that's better,that's what I wanna see your smile" He smile big
"U are so nice..but what about starbucks?" I smile
"Okay..umm..at 10?" He smiled
"At 10" I smiled even bigger
"Well..have a good night" He waved as I did same
"You to.." And then we hang up...
I went in bed and tried to sleep but I was to excited to be able to sleep...
