Fears

prologue

I finily feel like I belong, it's been a long way here. It was a rough journey but it's becoming a scenic view. Tomorrow is the wedding... My wedding and it's going to be crazy stressful but hopefully it ends well.

There is always some family drama, I mean who's family doesn't have drama? Mine more then most that's what comes in the tool box of being adopted.

Parents are amazing don't get me wrong. It's my sisters we all have so much trauma. That's what happens when your fucking biological family is a bunch of assholes.

They do not control us now, my sister need to realise that. There are four of us, we are all two years apart. I am so lucky to be the oldest.

I love my sisters but they showed me my biggest fear in life. I thought after I got out of that he'll hole that was my childhood I would get to move on, but know the devil has a way of screw up all things good.