I sighed slightly at the house in front of me. I hadnt been back here for a while. The boys had all been away on tour and I had used up all of my energy on studying rather than yearning for the boy I had a crush on. I hadnt told him yet. It was better if he never found out. I had known the boys for a long time now, but I met the oldest member Jin first. he had been my friend ever since we were kids. He was like my older brother, but he moved to Seoul after getting scouted for Bangtan. We tried keeping in contact for the first year but gave up after. He was busy focusing on their debut and I was still stuck in school. I was younger than him. We had talked occasionally and I had been sad when I couldnt attend when he got his college agree. Actually, he couldnt even attend himself. I remember calling him that night and he was in tears. He was away from home with his members and wasnt able to come to his own ceremony.
I went to college in Gyeonggi-do but I had decided moving to Seoul a year in was the right thing to do. Thats how I ended up here in front of Yoongis house. I remember meeting Jin and his members as he had convinced them to help me move into my own apartment. I had watched as the quiet guy had carried in heavy boxes while softly panting. It had been mid-summer and South Korea had very hot summers. And very hot guys as well. I remember my jaw dropping when Jin introduced me to them all. I had refrained from looking up his group after his debut, but seeing them all in front of my door a year ago today I regretted not having met them before.
Over the years I had grown to crush on Yoongi. He didnt talk as much as the others but held all the passion and answers in his eyes. He didnt need to say much to know what he was thinking. I liked that about him. And when he finally opened up to me one night before going on tour we just grew closer. And now I was standing in front of his door trying to pull myself together. I hadnt shown him I had been crushing on him back then I didnt have to show it now.
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I softly knocked on the door and waited anxiously as I heard footsteps shuffle closer. My mouth dropped open at the sight in front of me. Yoongi was standing in the door frame not wearing a shirt. He rubbed his tired eyes as he tried to see who had interrupted his sleep. Y/N?, he asked as he finally saw me clearly. I smiled shyly as I nodded. I stepped into his embrace and closed my eyes wrapping my arms around his naked torso. I could feel him shiver as he slowly hugged me back. For a second I was scared I had already overstepped the boundary but he laughed. I could feel his body shake against mine. Its been a while since the last time we saw each other, he grumbled. His voice was still raspy from sleep. Yeah. I thought Id check up on you. How are you feeling?. He opened the door wider for me to enter and I did. I had always loved his house. It was small yet very modern and nice. It was the perfect size for him. I feel like a wreck. And the jetlag is killing me. They had been touring around the US for 3 months. He rubbed his eyes once more and I took the chance to glance down his body. He was wearing a couple of black skinny jeans. Why are you wearing jeans to bed?, I asked curiously as I sat down on the couch. I came home late last night directly from the airport and I was so tired I just passed out. I nodded understandingly. How have you been?, he asked me and smiled softly. I loved his smiles. I told him what I had been doing for the past few months and he listened silently not interrupting me. It was nice talking to him again. I had really missed him a lot. More than I would have thought.
We spent the day like this. Talking, cooking dinner and laughing. I always felt comfortable around him, even if he was silent most of the time. It also gave me more time to admire him. After talking for a bit he had excused himself to take a shower and change his clothes. My breath had been taken
away as he came out of his room with wet black hair and a white T-shirt with some new jeans. He was hot. He had rubbed his head with a towel to dry his hair and I had watched as his muscles flexed beneath his skin. He wasnt wide and tall like Jin, but his body was muscular and still manly. He could pull off anything
