Love, Simon Song Lyric One Shots

Kiss Me, Ed Sheeran

*this one is going to have MAJOR spoilers so if you haven't seen/ read it I suggest you click the back arrow*

"I'm falling for your eyes but they don't know me yet"
*Bram's P.o.V.*
Jacques is Simon, I mean he couldn't be more obvious. He always has Oreos at lunch and "Jacques" always talks about how Oreos are the best thing on the planet. There's also a bunch of other reasons but that's the most obvious.
Right now I'm walking to lunch. I think this is my favorite part of the day. I've had a crush on Simon since before we even started emailing. Nothing makes me happier than knowing it's him.
Why do I keep telling him that I'm not ready for him to know it's me? I'm scared, I'm scared that he's not going to want it to be me, of what the stupid assholes that bully Ethan are going to do to me, and what the soccer team is going to do. They could support me, they could kick me off the team, or even worse, hate me but keep me on the team. I feel really bad for him because you can see he really wants to who it is.
I walk into the cafeteria and everyone's sitting at the table. Wait, why is Martin Addison in my spot. I walk up to him and tap his shoulder.
"Um excuse me you're in my spot."
"It's my spot now." I look him dead in the eyes. This is war now bitch, I'm sitting next to Simon if you like it or not.
"Hey Martin move, that's Bram's spot not yours, you're a guest act like one," Simon tells him with his eyes narrowed. Oh my god he's so hot. I love him. I really hope he feels the same. When I sit next to him he smiles and his eyes crinkle up. I love it when they do that.
****
   It's a few days into Christmas Break, Christmas Eve to be exact, I'm looking through creek secrets and I see Simon's name.
"Dear people of Creekwood high, Simon Spier has a secret pen pal..."
   I couldn't read anymore I looked down at the pictures and see our emails. No, no, no this can't be happening no I can't do this someone's going to find out it's me and I can't let that happen.
   I figured out who you are Simon, way before I saw the post. I'm so sorry but I can't do this anymore
Love,
Blue
I hit send and slam my lap top shut. Fuck. I'm such a fuck up.
"Fuck!" I punch my wall and start crying. I can't take back what I did, I already deleted my fucking email. I hate myself. Why did I do this to him.
I fall asleep with tear streaks on my face.
****
I walk into the cafeteria and go sit at our table. Simon's not here.
   "Hey, where's Si?"
   "Sitting over there," Abby tells me and points to the table he's sitting at
    "Why isn't he sitting with us?"
     "He's an asshole." Woah woah woah. What the hell? He's not an asshole, he's so perfect, I'm the asshole. I don't say anymore.
***
    I'm at the schools play, called Cabaret I think. I saw Simons creek secrets post and I don't know if I want to do this or not. I don't want to hurt him anymore than I have but I still don't know if I want to come out to everyone yet. The play is almost over and then I'm going to the carnival.
    Soon enough the curtain goes down and the lights turn on. I just wait until most of the people leave then I leave when I don't see anymore people walking up the stairs. I run up the stairs and run to the bathroom, when I get into the bathroom I see Simon. Great.
   "Oh, hey Simon," I say and look into his dark brown eyes that just make me melt. God I'm such a fuck up, he looks so sad, you can see it in his eyes.
     "Hey Bram, did you like the play?"
      "Yeah, I loved it I thought you were the best part though."
      "Oh really?" Shit did I just say that out loud, well here goes nothing.
      "Hey Simon, um I'm Blue. I'm really sorry that I made you sad, I just panicked and I'm so sorry I feel so bad about this, I kept beating myself up over it. But um yeah, I'm Blue and I love you." I look up at him with tears in my eyes.
    "I love you too, so much."
    "Kiss Me." He does as he's told. I don't think I've ever felt this amazing. It feels like there's sparks all over my body.
     "Still want to ride the Ferris Wheel?" He asks me when we break apart.
      "As long as I'm with you I don't care what we do" I say as I stare at his eyes.

Heyyy. If you've ever read any of my other fanfics you know that I don't consistently update. And if you haven't, you do now. I have a lot of things to do and I don't get ideas that easily and when I do, they usually get lost by the time I get to write. But let's stop talking about this 😂😂 I hope you enjoyed this one shot!
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