How to be a Heartbreaker [n.h. & h.s. au]

Chapter 1

I remember mornings like this. How I'll always miss my Harry greeting me in the mornings and always going to make some pancakes.

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"Good Morning Love!" I hear my fiancé say

"Good Morning to you too!" I tell him

"What should we do today?" He asks

"Maybe go sightseeing....around the city?" I suggest

"As long as I'm with you." he says and places a quick kiss on my lips and leaves to go shower

Harry. Harry Styles is(was) my fiancé and we moved together to Chicago. I'm from America, California to be more specific I grew up in LA and most of my family is still there. I met Harry when I went on a trip to England with my friends. We were both in London at the time and we knew it was just meant to be. We have been together for 2 and a half years now, Harry and I went to NYC and he proposed to me on top of the Empire State Building. It was such a great trip! We decided to move to Chicago because we are betweenCali and England.

Harry worked at BMW and I (still) work at the Chicago Tribune. We had an adorable apartment and were getting married in 8 months in England.

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"Hey Janie want some pancakes?" Harry asks

"Is love some, but I'm going to take a quick shower" I say

Once I'm all cleaned up I can smell the pancakes and I think he made bacon too!

"So Harry I was thinking we could go to the art institute of Chicago today!" I say

"Sounds great!" He says

Harry and I loved art we had seen many galleries in NYC and we just loved it. We connected with it. We were so in love.

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"Harry you almost ready?" I ask

"Yeah, just a minute love." he says

He walks out and just looks at me.

"Harry is everything alright?" I ask

"Did I tell you how beautiful you looks today? I mean you look beautiful everyday. I just need to make sure I remind you." he says

I swear this man always knows what to say and that's one of the many reasons why I love him!

"Well Harry, you look very handsome today." I say and he walks up to me and pulls me into a sweet kiss

"Well we've got to get going done we!" he says pulling away

"I almost forgot Harry, you're so distracting." I say as we head out of the apartment

When we step outside onto the streets of Chicago Harry reaches down and grabs my hand and gives it a gentle squeeze.

"So the Art Museum?" he asks

"Yes, the Art Museum." I say

We end up walking since it wasn't too far away.

Harry always called me love and I miss it. I miss all the beautiful words that came out of his mouth. I miss his simple gestures that always reassured me. I love how he loved me.

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"Harry, I love this one!" I say

"Why this one?" he asks

"I'm not really sure, I think because it's in Paris. I've always wanted to go to Paris." I say still staring at the painting

"Well maybe one day we can go."Harry says

We just kind of stand there together for a bit

"Hey come look at this one." Harry says

"What do you like about this painting?" I ask

"Well it reminds me of you, always looking in the mirror fixing up whatever you think looks weird, when really you don't look weird." he says

"It is really pretty." I say

"Have you seen this one over here?" he asks

"Only on TV or something." I say

"It's Sunday Afternoon on the Island of La Grande Jatte." he says

"Do you think we will ever spend a Sunday afternoon there?" I ask

"If we do I'll have someone paint it." he says laughing at his joke

"Well we can spend this Saturday afternoon at Millennium Park." I say

"Yes, yes we can." he says as we leave the museum

We walk to the park since the museum is basically in the park. Harry and I walk around talking about so many different things. It's so nice talking to him, he just listens and always knows what to say.

I was so happy that day. When I go back to that park I wish I had Harry by my side to tell me one if his awful jokes. I wish he was by my side as I watch the water and people go by. But I sit here alone and watch time go by hoping I will see my Harry again.

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