Five years...
That's a new milestone, albeit a tragic one. All five of your girls are in their 20's, two with children now. You loved the boys so much when they were born. You would have adored your first niece. There's so much you've missed, Dad...It's insanely hard not having you here with us...
We've been talking for 5 years about getting tattoos for you. It's just our way of keeping you close to heart at all times and, to let the world know who's legacy we carry, I guess. I don't know if that sounds stupid or not but...it's hard explaining things, you know? Yet you always understood everything I wanted to tell you.
I really wish you were still here, Dad. I want to hug you so badly....we all miss you. We love you so much too. I only wish I could actually send these letters to you.
There's so much more I want to say, but I can't think of how to say it other than I really miss you, Dad....I wish I'd called you. 😢😢😢😢
The song above is pretty much all I can think of to somehow say how I feel.
