Feelings

Sun, March 25 2018

Something you hold sentimental has memories. Maybe it isnt something you can hold. Thats ok, still has memories. It might be in a card, or it could be a chat you think back on often. It affects you because you've spent lot of time with the person you're getting the sentimental feelings from.

Then you lose that card, carelessness came because the value of that card rubbed off over time. Maybe its the person who sent it. You havent heard from them ever since last year of today.

It happens, it's ok.

But you can't help but feel like you're letting go of something precious. Thinking back on how you both met, how easily you both became friends and gained knowledge of eachother. It was a bit cheeky, the questions that were asked. The only person you talked to, the only friend you trust

What do you do with those memories?

Memories that you've held onto for years. Not a day passed without the slightest thought of them. Well, for years until you gave up, you both arent connected anymore. Those memories came less often.

Its three days from that persons birthday, the second year you've stopped talking to them. You remember their birthday because its their favorite number.

I still wonder if they think about me and say "Yeah, that was the girl i hung out with for four years"

Yeah, happy birthday.