TEARS

The words flew by me,

Again, my lips stuttered.

I just wanted to be free,

But the world again, shoved me down the gutter.

My mind begged and my soul cried,

But my body manifested no actions,

I couldn't create the truth, thus i lied,

I had been beaten into timid fractions.

I just noticed the thorns of the roses,

Just felt the heat of the sun,

Ideal seemed their beauty and power that they possess.

I just wanted to be pricked and needed to burn.

Dreams were snatched and targets were handed,

Requirements replaced passion,

I was stripped of euphoria and the tears landed,

I was enforced the career of society's choice and fashion.

I accepted it all to make others smile,

And I crashed again and again,

I wanted to burst my brains out and immortalize in the failure's file,

Instead of gifting them happiness and joy, i showered them down with pain.