Maybe (One-Shot)

Maybe I'm too far away to go back.

Or maybe I did not want to go back.

Yeah, maybe that's it.

I do not want to put that false and lifeless smile on my face, which many believed and now want to see it again.

I no longer like looking in the mirror. Maybe because I do not want to see the face of the useless person who once was so happy and now it's so broken.

Maybe ... I should simply throw myself in the water and try to amuse myself as I used to with the bubbles and the dives.

Before falling into deep darkness and drowning, this is my greatest desire.