I was born with a curse,
A curse that would shoot me down
Every time I spoke up,
A curse that ridiculed me
For my very existence,
A curse that doomed me
To a life of loneliness and imprisonment.
You see,
This curse killed me before I was born
You see,
You killed me before I was born,
You saw my light
And drowned it with your bottle of selfish morning and pity
So your darkness could shine brighter
Than I ever could
I will not succumb to your tyranny
I will not bow down to your torments
I will not cower as your voice pierces my heart
Because today,
Today I’m freeing myself of this curse
Because I found a way
To free myself of this petty existence
Because tomorrow is a new day
Where you could just be a dark
Empty memory
I would never have to live through again,
Because I found a way to fill these holes
You left in me
Because the cure will save me.
Salvation will be a
Lead offering to my temple
Or a steel blade to fill this hole you left in my heart
Or a plane ticket to lead me anywhere away from you.
I will never forgive you.
