GOT7 Ultimate Bias - JaeBum (Editing - Ongoing)

Part 1 ... Just A Dream?

I control my self and trying hard to stop from laughing. I took a deep breath and talk ''Charry'' I started and I walk her side and put my hand on her shoulder. ''It's not what you're thinking. I was laughing because your look awhile ago, it was such a mess. BUT,'' I raised my hand in the air which made her stare to it ''I trully believe and was so touch that you are thinking about my happiness all along.''

''Well it's because you are like a madwoman screaming, shouting, jumping and rolling around the house because of them! And'it's creeping me out for real! So that's why when I saw a post that they're looking for a professional which you graduated for, I took that chance to get you signed up --''

''Ahh yeah, without my permission?'' I said cutting her off and looking at her intensely now, "and hey excuse me! 'Cuz I am not the only crazy girl in the planet doing that when they see their Ultimate Bias."

She step back and sat on the couch inside the Study Room crossing her hands. ''I know you will stop me, that's why I didn't tell you! And yeah, you know what? That's what I don't get from you! Why on earth you don't wanna go there? When you are literally dying just for them --- well for him, I guess!?''

She has a point because it's all true! But instead of answering her I step out from the Study Room living her behind and I went straight to the Kitchen. I'm thirsty! Haha. I open our huge refrigirator that is loaded of foods, as in! I took out 1 carton of fresh milk and pour on my glass that I took from the center table. And as I lift the glass that filled with milk now to drink it, I saw Charry in my peripheral view standing on the entrance door of the Kitchen.

''You afraid?'' she asked with a playing tone, still leaning her back on the Kitchen door

I just look at her and didn't speak. Still drinking on my glass. She then continue talking ''You're unpredictable!" as she finished talking she started walking 'til behind me and open the Refrigirator door. She took out a pitcher of juice and pour on a glass that she took for herself.

While she is focusing on the juice that she is pouring on her glass. How on earth? How can I possibly be so crazy madly deeply inlove with them? How my dreams are about them? How can I see my future and again ... they're in the picture? Is everyone like these? Is everyone feeling the same thing I am feeling? I'm feeling so frustrated!

''Arrgghh!" I didn't realize that I said it out loud which startle Charry and made her choke from drinking.

After she recover from choking she looked at me intently ''Ohh, easy there! You look like a crazy ahjumma there!''

''Yeah and it's creeping me out.'' I said without any energy. ''What do you think will happen? What do you think I should do?'' I asked

''Hmm, in which point? You being crazy to them? Make a decision, what else'' Charry cooed. This bestfriend of mine, is just really amazing! I'm so lucky to have her! Everyone will surely be lucky having a bestfriend around like her. Even yeah, she has no sense to talk with sometimes. Haha

''Whatever! That decision thing is making me choke.'' I answer her and stand up from my sit and put my glass in the sink. She follow and do the same.

''No one knows what could possibly happen next. You just have to make the decision and see what's next to it. Always remember that Results are only known after the action and the decision.'' she said leaning her head to my shoulder ''I'm just always here'' she added and wink at me. She know me very well.

''How will I be without you?'' I asked her while embracing her tightlly causing her to cough, so I let her go quickly. ''Sorry!'' I aplogized to her and we both laugh

''You really can kill me" she said still laughing. "Don't worry you will survive!'' she said

''Hey, I remember something! Why you didn't apply as well?'' I asked her

''I still have work here remember? I can't just leave like that! So, if ever time allows I have to settle everything here first, okay?'' she responded. Yeah, right! She has work here that she can't just leave behind. Make sense.

''Ding dong''

''Ding dong''

Someone rang our House door bell which caught my attention. ''You waiting for someone?'' I asked Charry. Instead of answering me, she started to walk tip-toe out of the Kitchen with a wide smile in her face.

''Psshh, does she have a boyfriend now?'' I said out talking to myself. "Those creepy smiles of her, ugghh!"

I was about to start walking out of the Kitchen when ... ''Surprise!'' I heard them shout which made me jump in surprise. I look at them and saw my family with Charry in the Kitchen door. I was just staring at them surprised!

''Hey Liz, don't you miss us?'' my elder sister said which brought me back to reality

I walk to them and started hugging and kissing them as a manner of welcoming them. ''I'm sorry, I was just so shock and caught of guard that you guys are here'' I said to them

''Well, Charry told us that you got accepted for a work abroad so we drove here right away.'' My Dad said while tapping my shoulder

''And, ofcourse!'' my younger sister start speaking and pointing to our Mom which I followed ... just to see my Mom's red eyes and starting to get teary soon ''You cannot go anywhere without saying nor seeing Mom in person''

Ohhhh, my Mom is really an emotional Mother! But, I got no complaint on that. I love her sooo much! Surely everyone can say that to their Mom ... and would agree to me that for each and every of us our own parents are the best parents in the whole world. I approach her and stand beside her, ''Come on Mom, I'm still here. And once I fly there, you will still have your dos marias en tu lado y por supuesto papa tambien.'' I said. And wait, did I just said that? Am I already decided going there? Isn't I'm still in contemplating mode just a while ago?

She hug me, tight. ''You have to behave there and do not trust people easily, ¿Entender?'' She said. I guess, I'm really decided ... I was just in doubt, I guess?

I hugged her back ''Por supuesto Mama! No hare cosas para que se preocupen chicos aqui, ¿de acuerdo?'' Everyone join us, we hugged tightly including Charry. And after that my Mom and my siblings started to unpack the things they brought for us and Charry is helping them. While my Dad is working on the grill for our barbeque party.

While me? ... I'm watching them. I will miss them sooo much! I can't be teary eyed now. I wish that wherever I go I can be with them.

After everything is ready we all ate and had a good talk. The talk that we had was amazing, we were full from a lot of food that we had on the table and with lots of topic that we talked about.

My family stayed for 2 more days before my flight. Because they helped me get ready all my stuffs and even went to shopping with me and Charry for the things that I will be needing to Seoul.

My family and Charry sent me off as I board for my flight to Seoul. It was heart breaking and yet exciting!

I'd be staying in a foreign Country without knowing anyone. I'm extremely nervous!

In the Plane ...

I put my luggage to where it supposed to. And headed to my designated seat. Good thing it is beside the window, it is my petish whenever I'm travelling. 'Cuz I'm feeling a little stiff sitting in the side or in the middle and I don't know why. I took out my phone and put it on airplane mode then I took out my headphone and plug it on my phone and stuck it on my earhead. I scroll my phone playlist and find for the song I surely loved the most and started humming along with it! As I'm humming along with the song, I'm starting to think of what would happen to me there Would everything be alright? Will I be able to cope up with a fast phase?

''I guess I just have to be ready with what it may come.'' I said with a tone that only I can hear

My flight will be 10 hours and 50 minutes, so I guess I would doze off to sleep anytime by now. I took off my Eye masks and slip it on my eye. Not knowing what the exact time was by then, and I drifted to sleep.

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Part 1 was finally finished ... Hope you guys enjoy it! Lots of Love :)

Published April 1st 2018 3:25pm