I remember the day I met you
I remember the days that we are together
I remember the times that we are teasing each other
I remember the day that you pissed me
I remember the days you make an effort just to forgive you
I remember how you make me blush everytime you do that
I remember how you smile because I finally forgive you
BUT
I realized that my treatment for you is not as a 'friend' anymore
I realized that I already fell for you
I realized that my feelings for you is already late
I realized that I am too late to confess my feelings for you
I realized that I want you to focus on me,ONLY ME
AND ONE DAY
I saw how happy your smile is
I saw the happiness in your eyes
I saw how happy you are because A already give you her 'Yes'
I saw how happy you are because finally "A" is your girlfriend
THEN
I notice that we are not chatting that much anymore
I notice how you ignored me
I am so hurt that time
ITS
Its like I am not your friend anymore
Its like I vanished in your memories
Its like tons of knives are being stab in my chest
Its like we didn't met each other
HOW
How we passed each other in the corridor
How our eyes look away
How your presence is making me sick
How your presence making me cry
How our memories together makes me cry
How you hurt me everytime we met
THEN
I realized I am just that girl
That girl who became friends with you
That girl who became your 'Bestfriend' once
That girl who secretly loving you
That girl who secretly hurting because of you
That girl who secretly dying because of you
SORRY
Sorry because I need to stay away from you
Sorry because I am pretending I am happy
Sorry because I fell in love with you
Sorry because I fell for your sweet treatment towards me
Sorry because I became your 'friend'
BUT NOW
I realized that I am missing you
I am missing the old you
I am missing my old 'friend'
I am missing the days that we're together
I am missing the times that we are not ignoring each other
I am missing the times that we we're chatting
I am missing the days that we we're teasing each other
I am missing the times how we pissed because of our stupidness
I am missing the days that there are no space between us
I am missing the times that you are not with A
I am so sorry because I am missing you
I am so so sorry 'cause I need to leave you
I am so sorry because I need to do this to forget my feelings for you
I am so sorry because I need to forget the times that we spend together
I am so sorry my 'friend'
I am so sorry my 'bestfriend'
I will miss YOU
Goodbye.
THE END😊
•Sorry for the wrong grammars😅😅
