Went to clinic straight to rehab then to the hospital
They say I'm troubling with something kinda mental
Some say I'm insane others say I'm ugly
But none of the shit they say don't even bother me
We all have different paths and journey
So let me be
I got business to complete
Everyday is a swollen eye cause boys beat me up in the street
Bruises on my skin that don't heal
There's a secret I need to reveal
Since I met you I've been ya shield
Taking all the hits, asking myself if our love is real
Cause every time we together other is like a forcefield
Something blocking our connection, the love I give to you got steal
I thought waiting would have bring me pleasure but all it did was drop off the weights and pressure
So I sit down in quiet and calm place
Talking to myself, I'm looking around but when she looks at me I'm looking face down
Looking to the moon asking for help
The girl get me talking
The girl get me talking
Talking to myself
Running away from trouble but trouble run into me got me sipping on this Absolute and Hennessey.
Roaming the streets, wondering the city look how trouble got me what a pity
I search for love I never find
I thought found it, ended up hurt inside of my mind
You leave me
Now it grieve me
To go in front of the mirror shirtless
Cause there is mark you put on my chest
Remembering all the things we done best
I must confess
Every time I see you smile or happy
It takes me to another place making someone have to slap me
When I think of you
You'll see the craziness I would do
Before I have to go back from the start I will follow my heart
So I sit down in a quiet and calm place
Thinking why she leave me like a blankspace
Talking to myself , smartly looking around but when she look in my direction I'm looking face down
Looking to the moon asking for help
The girl get me talking
The girl get me talking
Talking to myself
