Have you ever felt like you moving but you going nowhere
have you ever felt like your Goal you tried to reach keeps getting further and further
Well I felt that feeling I've done so much in my life that I'm not proud of
I've hurt people I loved let down the people who counted on me the most
Chased after people who didn't care for me at all
And trusted people who only cared for themselves
Let me start with my Girlfriend she was someone you can say or symbolize as a strong individual and loyal too
We have dated almost a year and I've put her through so much like we've been dating for 10
I've cheated, I've lied, ive left her for someone else, I've even put my hands on her too am I proud it?
No! And I'll never be, with her it was like all the other things I've been through or was facing didn't matter anymore
Now she lost faith and love in us that she doesn't want us anymore
I felt the pain she felt for so long and it doesn't feel Good I feel like a coward because I thought about suicide
All because I couldn't take the pain I've lashed out on my family because I couldn't take the pain
I've kept myself isolated because I didn't wanna see a happy couple be happy around me because I wasn't happy
Out of that my friend someone I called my brother who said he was with me till the end switch on me and tried to have an affair with my girlfriend now ain't that's some crazy shit
My own cousin disclaimed me because I stayed with the girl who she didn't like which was my girlfriend
My mom lost faith in me because I lost my scholarship and now she calls me a drop out
My sister don't laugh or smile with anymore it's like everyone around me fell out
My brother slowly coming back to himself but he still hasn't changed
It's like I'm looking through the window watching the rain
My life seem hopeless or maybe it's just me I want everything back but the question is do they want me?
