They don't know. That I'm ready to end this. Ready for this stupid life to be over. Ready to have my suicide note next to me while I lay there dead.I know I can be heartless but they don't know that so many fake smiles and laughs. I'm a waste of space.I don't need to be here.I could be anywhere I don't know and I don't care where just not here. How do I even tell people this.I don't really trust anyone.I don't know who I can trust.I'm so fucking frustrated. People say you can't trust others how do you trust them.
