breathe - tyler joseph

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I like that you're broken,
broken like me

josh's pov
tyler was different, but I liked that about him. we were watching a series on netflix called End Of The F***ing World, when I heard heavy breathing from behind me, I turned and saw tyler sleeping. I think he's properly beautiful.

he was shivering, so I got up and gave him a big warm blanket. I draped it on top of him, he stirred "j-josh.." tyler sleepily said. "yeah..im right here" I sat down next to him, "its scary" he said, "what is?" I asked, "m-my head..its so scary there josh" he was trying to cry but couldn't. I hugged him, he hugged back tighter.

"nothing feels real! are you real?" tyler said running his fingers through my hair, "yes, im real" I said calmly. "g-good..exscuse me b-but can I go upstairs" he asked me in a shaky voice, I nodded. he rushed away. I sat up on the couch and continued to watch netflix, I couldn't stop thinking about tyler.I felt bad, I wanted to comfort him with hugs. I like hugs.

after what seemed like hours I went to make sure he was ok. I went upstairs, he had the door closed, I heard him playing ukulele and singing, he's so good at it. "the songs on the radio are ok..but my taste in music is your face" he sang, he has such a adorable voice. I knocked. "u-uh..come in" tyler said, I slowly opened the door. tyler was sitting crisscross on the bed with his ukulele. "so.." he said, "you're really good a singing" I said sitting on the edge of the bed. he blushed, "thanks..". I smiled, "how long have you been playing" I asked, "3 years..I think" tyler said concentrating, "don't try to remember, it's ok" I say. he smiled, but it was fake, "i'll leave" I said getting up. "no..stay, please" tyler said. "oh..ok" I sat closer to him. he seemed to like having company.

we talked the rest of the night, we talked about life, his problems, my problems, it felt good. "what time is it" tyler asked, "uhh" I checked my phone "3:36 am" I said. "wow" he laughed a little, "tyler-" I started to say, "can I sing you something" tyler asked, "s-sure" I said. he started playing the ukulele, "I don't care what's in your hair..I just want know what's on your mind" I was lost in tylers voice, I tried not to stare at his eyes even though they were beautiful.

"you have gorgeous eyes tyler" I didn't realize what I said until it was too late, "w-we..don't believe what o-on t-tv.." I obviously threw him off. he kept strumming the wrong chords, "ugh!" he groaned. it's my fault. "sorry" I got up and went to my room. "josh wait-!" tyler called out after me but I ignored

I face planted on my bed and sighed. why do I mess everything up, I don't even like them that way..r-right?..his eyes are just nice. after a few minutes I hear a knock on my door, "not now tyler" my speech was muffled, "josh..im sorry..I can't think straight anymore" tyler said, I didn't say anything. "o-oh...ok then" he said, I assumed he went back to his room, nope. tyler slumped down in front of my door and fell asleep.

tylers pov
when I woke up I knew something wasn't right, my head was extra foggy, and I couldn't recall what happened a few hours ago. I knew where I was but everything from yesterday was a blur and not in a good way. dammit..I forgot his name..what a mess. I heard his door open, I didn't move. "oh tyler" he said, I acted like I was sleeping, he picked me up and carried me to my bed and gently lay me down. I started to fall back asleep when I felt something touch my forehead. huh-... it felt warm and soft, I liked it a lot. I sighed happily, I fell asleep not knowing what touched me but who cares I would forget anyway..that's what i'm best at.

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