Who I am!

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Hi! My name is Arieelaa Petra Songbird (Arie-Ella is how you say my name) I'm 17 I'm very innocent I have never had a boyfriend, I've never really wanted one all I ever wanted in life was a daddy, I grew up always wanting one having one of those little girl and daddy relationships. My father abuses me night and day he touches me, hits me along with my Uncle David, they are awful people they are wanted by the police for assault charges, drugs and a lot more. They are horrible people. If they don't have money for it they let people touch me. I've never been raped witch I'm grateful for. My father and uncle barely feed me, I'm scares, bruises and bones. I hate looking it the mirror it sickens me looking at myself, I hate myself I hate not being able to fight back. The only release I get is drawing, I love it make me feel happiness and safety, I draw my emotions I can put down how I feel, what my emotions are, what I see and capture in life, it helps me feel like I will be happy one day. All this abuse will stop, I will move past it and be free and my father and uncle will be gone forever. They will get what they deserve. I am always home always I go to school witch is my second hell! I get bullied for my body, my clothes and just me. I have no friends witch I don't really care about, I have really bad anxiety being in places we're their is a lot of people makes me want to cry it's too much. They look like that want to hurt me and do awful things to me I know I deserve it because I'm a disgusting, awful human how doesn't even bother to fight back.

Sorry for spelling I am dyslexic
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