Dear World,
If anyone out there reading this thinks you fully know me, you're wrong. I still keep many things to myself. But, I guess it's time to let a few of those secrets out. To be honest, I want a fresh start, I wanna go somewhere new and be in a place where no one knows who I am. I often say I run on my desire to prove other wrong, but really most of my motivation comes from my desire not to feel like a disappointment. I act really tough, but in all honesty, my feelings are as delicate as a flower. I mean I won't cry or anything (Mostly because I'm dead inside) but some people's words have caused me to stop eating lunch and I'm pretty sure that's the cause of my minor anxiety. Despite growing up in a pretty loud house I've always hated loud noises. I don't speak my mind in school because my parents work there and everybody tells them everything. I don't trust anybody anymore, to many people have broken my trust recently. I want to erase all my secrets from anybody I once trusted's brain. I have minor insomnia. I'm slowly realising that people who don't hate me don't care about me at all. Despite all this, despite all these details about me, I still get up in the mourning. And I'm realizing that most of you are going through similar problems. We are all human, the scariest creature of all, yet the most fragile. I realize now that I'm not alone in these fights, I'm just like many who are reading this now. And we ALL deserve a little love. Not eros love, no, philia love. Friendship. If anyone out there is going through similar problems fill free to message me!
Love,
YOU ARE READING
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