"People who always smile, actually never smile"
Their original life was very different from what they showed to others.
They are always good at hiding sadness behind smile.
They carry heave loads alone, don't want anyone know it.
Sometimes they say "I want to die."
Or even try to do it.
But they can't, they don't want someone else's smile to fade.
They will still protect the smile, and prevent it from fading.
They will encourage others, while sometimes they don't have enthusiasm.
As the saying goes "As good as any squirrel jumps, it will surely fall later.",
Even though they are good at hiding sadness, there must be some people who know their sadness.
They are strong people.
For them, smiles are they strength.
They will keep smiling.
Even when they cry, they will still smile.
"Smile. Don't let anything block your smile. Remove all the walls that try to close your happiness. And stay alive even with suffering."
Jakarta, September 11th 2018
T. Elsie F.
