Where Heartbreak Should Heal

Chapter 1

Well, 2008 my mom had a bad health issue and it dragged down really bad, she wasn't the same person she was at one point, she wasn't going be the same happy person she was, because she couldn't have fun and do her things that she did with me but I seriously enjoy everything she has done for me or done with me I'm so thankful for having a mother like her god has blessed me with a perfect mother, and nobody could take her place as a mother, she was my best friend, she was my everything , I never knew what it was like to have an amazing best friend, but as time went by my mom got sicker, I hung on to her tight every night and told her how much she meant to me, she didn't wanna believe me she was so scared I wouldn't I look at her as my mother and whatever, because she thought I wouldn't wanna be seen with her but her sickness didn't bug me only thing that bugged me was her being in pain and not being able to be happy thats the only thing that bugged me but I knew she wouldn't want me to be down or hurt, she told me from day one to stay strong for mommy so I did. It was very hard for me to see her like this but I tried to focus on the fun stuff and tried to stay happy for her. I loved her with my whole being. but I thought to myself am I able to stay strong? Honestly I wasn't I broke down but I told myself I got this , then end the of this rough path where she got sick, I wanted to end my life. But there wasnt a point in ended my life, because ending my life, would of killed my mom, my dad, my friends that I had.. I stayed strong.. But as I got older, my mom got sicker, and it killed me inside and outside, it crushed me I started to realize I never knew when god when was gonna call her home, so I stayed by her side, Because you never know when god is gonna call someone home!