pain isn't all bad

There she was,
The breath I breath,
The song I sing.
Eleanor,
She helped me,
To see the light,
It was there all along.
My life,
My love,
The one I need,
Then the reality hits,
And i fall to my knees.
The pain,
The agony,
Caused by one person,
She broke me.
I loved her,
And she destroyed me.
Then,
I see the hope.
I realize the pain,
Was only temporary.
She is my world,
She is my life.
I will never,
Give her away.
I don't deserve her,
Yet she is mine.