I am alone no one can feel my pain. If they could they would be just like me.... sad, alone, scard, desperate, and done with life.... I love the world, i love the wind, the dirt, everything but every day i walk closer and closer to my death. My heart is filled with pain, depression, and so much more. I am so close to the edge im about to fall.
Think of my family, I wounder if they'll feel sorry and love me for once if i die. If i jump off this cliff and trade my life for there love.... will i finaly be happy will my heart no longer hurt. Will it stop burning inside will i stop gazing at the stars and wounder why.... why couldn't i have dad that didn't leave, why did i have to raise my nephew's, why couldnt i have a child hood, why was i the one to people hit, why did the people that loved me have to die, and why cant i just be happy with what i got...... why cant i find what i am missing.
