"say something im giving up on you"
Hello my dear friend it's been a while since we last conversed.
It's been such a long time since we first met - was it 2 or 3 years , no scratch that it was 17 years ago and I still remember it quite clearly.But for now it's time to say good bye and go our separate ways who knows if we'll meet again someday.
I remember you saying a certain line all over and over again , give me a minute to remember it oh—
"Look around , Look around ,how lucky we are to be alive right now "
You sounded like a broken cassette player or your favorite album on repeat, yet I don't mind it a bit.It was like a melody when you say that over and over again ,like a melodious song that even when put on repeat you'd be bound to listen to it all over and over.
"story of us looks like a tragedy now "
I remember the time where we weren't on the same terms , where we had endless arguments of every random thing possible, you would be on the positive side while was on the opposing side.
" I am selfish ,I am wrong,I swear I'm right and you knew it all along "
I was wrong on so many things , so many things to mention you were the guiding voice that was always right you somehow remind me of a Disney character from what movie was it ?- oh meet the robinsons , what was her name again? , Oh Franny.
you remind of her quite fondly , a smile graced my lips as I remember the movie since it's one of my favorite ones.
" your never alone we're birds of a feather — this is my oath to you "
You were there the most of the times whether good or bad , happy or sad.
You were there every tear shed , every laugh laughed.
Even if I told you to leave you would stay and share the pain with me.
till the day you decided to leave me
" we keep this memories to ourselves "
I kept the polaroid photos of every trip we went through, the physical evidence that those stuff happened , i kept it storage boxes in my apartment.Dust particles covered those boxes as it waited to be opened.
"I walked this empty street on the boulevard of broken dreams"
I took long walks in the neighborhood
It was lonely as you were not there , not a single similar soul within sight
It was chilly but totally bearable but how I wish to be with your company again
cause as time goes by I would say
" I'm still alive but barely breathing , just praying to a god that i don't believe in "
It was an on going routine.
I would wake up feeling like a robot , sometimes going to hear a mass but just realized that I have lost faith then I stopped praying my faith diminished like every emotion i had
"there's no such thing as faith, or trust , or pixie dust
beliefs forgotten , religion forgotten , I even forgot the people who cared about me
I never even cared for myself
all those fairytale nonsense forgotten
there's no way golden magical dust will bring you back
But somehow beyond the distance i hear your voice
"I wont give up on us ,even if the skies get rough "
was that a sign?
That your coming back ?
Will you ever comeback ?
I do hope you'd really comeback
after that voice hallucination some sort
I started living a melody struck inside my head, like the ones you used to sing
I started to hear your voice again , that melodious voice that I missed
"it's been fun but I've got to go ,
life is way too short to take short
but before i hit the road
i gotta know when can i see you again?"
Out of the blue I started singing along to that upbeat song
hoping I would see you again that
" I said I'm sorry "
Sorry for all the things I have done
sorry for wasting precious things
sorry for being an absolute piece of shit
"So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done"
I see a bright light
I see you waiting for me
I see you with open arms that means
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
I finally saw you
Again for a very long time
but it was in the another place
a place where people doesnt have on their bucket list
a place where they finally rest peace
"cause when God took you back he said hallelujah your home "
I finally see life again in the afterlife
SONGS USED:
Say something By a great big world ft. Christina Aguilera
Schuyler Sisters from Hamilton
Story of us by Taylor Swift
Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional
Oath by Cher Loyd ft, Becky G
Photograph by Ed Sheeran
Boulevard of Broken Dreams By Green Day
Break Even By the script
I'll Try By Jonatha Brooke
I wont give up by Jason Mraz
When can i see you again By owl city
welcome to the black parade by my chemical romance
live like were dying by kris allen
see you again by wiz khalifa ft. charlie puth
supermarket flowers by ed sheeran
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