It ok to be lonely I'm also my friends have somebody in there lives but not me I'm ok with it but it still bothers me I always be happy towards to everybody show them I don't care I will always be happy with myself....There's more than "Myself'' the boys that like me in the past they don't see my real self not even my friends I hide it deep inside I always go back home and cry and pretend I'm fine but I'm not it's terrible that I have to hide to everybody else Theres only two people I trust Adaly #goodfriend and my cousin she knows what I'm feeling she has deals with boys drama all that stuff she said she felt the same way she said just listen to music it will cheer me up she showed me some music that I'm pretty sure no one listens to little bit of lil Peep his songs like star shopping it also helps too. When my friends say terrible things about me towards me it hurts bad it makes me feel worse than before I remember one day every thing was terrible in the class friends and boys somebody told me one of the boy I liked he likes me too well used too she said he likes my other friend that hurt bad but I hide it I told her ok 👌 pretending it was fine later you know what I did I cried and cried didn't tell nobody I listened listened but the words of the songs relates to me
DEPRESSION
A lot of people deals with this I know that I'm not alone but it hurts still my words of depression not the basic words that everyone says it's ok nobody's is perfect or you are not alone.What happens if the dark shadows overcomes the positivity overcomes the words
Those words won't work the shadows will try to control our actions you know what I'm talking about I had this a long time ago maybe in October but it wasn't big now it's big almost to make me do it.It's horrifying for my family and my friends cause deep inside they do care about you deep inside some are afraid to show it even the boys too my words are:
I advise you to not hide your feelings
Don't pretend to be okay when you are not ok
Don't be happy when you are sad
It only damages you
It only leads to your misery
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It's ok
PoetryIt's ok to feel this way I feel it every body has it in there lives I have it too much sometimes I wish I'm someone else not myself and it's a terrible feeling
