Another cold night waiting for me to explore it. The trees and the fields ,everything, just calling my name.
I decide to stop rezisting and go outside to satisfy my wish of freedeom that nature gives me.
A cold wind blows into my face and my chest making me wanna walk even further.
Step by step i get even more atracted in the darkness ,me and my shadow ,both wanting more.
Every lamppost is making me feel like the star of the night ,majestic as the sky, gentle as the moon.
It feels like something tries to enter my head ,I think I'm beeing watched.I start moving faster ,faster and faster until i realize i was running.
- I can see you but you cant see me...
A chill went down my spine . At that moment I wanted to shout as loud as i can for help but I decided to keep quiet ,no one would of heard me.I look around me and didn't see anybody ,I was completly alone and that made me want to panic even more .With all the courage that I had left in me i asked :
-Where are You?
-I'm right beside You.
I feel a breath on my shoulder and I violently start punching the air around me to hit something that wasn't there .
-What is happening?
-The time has come.
-What do you want?
-YOU
I start to run the way i came from but it felt like it was a never ending path and that was exactly what was happening .Inevitable.
Suddenly bloody nooses fall out of the trees and start hanging and swinging left and right like they were waiting for something ,someone.I hear complaints saying something vague . What i could hear was :
,,I fucking told you,i told you ,i told you ,You"
-WHO ARE YOU?!
-You can answer that yourself,he says as he starts laughing ironicaly .
,,Running and running and going forever "
,,I want myself"
,,If you hear this i want you to know that i want to do it"
,,I'm sorry "
What is happening to me? What am i hearing? What am i hearing?
Is it me? Is it me? Is it me?
Me me me me me me me me
I decide to stop running ,look around ,nothing is there .My pills fell out of my jacket .This wasn't suppose to happen.I look at them and ... and... Did I?
Now i realise.I'm alone .Its time.
I pick a tree a put my shadow to rest...
