I saw you again today.
Looking as astonished as ever.
Matching lights glistened in your eyes,
Marking a hollow embracement to everything that might seem impossible to reach, except for me. A nervous smile etching itself onto your lips, you were looking at me.
I saw you again today.
I wonder why your dark brown orbits seem so familiar to me,
They were looking at me– amusement thoughts glued all over it, like they just paid a visit to the remarkable, Castel Sant' Angelo.
I saw you again today. The same eyes were looking at me through their own horizons, saying something in a bundle of incomprehensive syllable that they somehow felt so timid to its own none-existent. Your hand fits in mine like they were meant to be,
Don't you know that It'll always meant to be?
I saw you again today. A maroon sweater is your favorite outfit, it brings out the confidence in you, you said.
But do you know it is my favorite colour?
I told you as i own one too, stiffening myself on the wardrobe trying to look the same as you.
I saw you again today.
We were fighting over the slightest thing on earth. Frustration crept up my spine as words were being thrown out of audacity.
Tell me you didn't mean that, I told myself, fumbling on the words you said.
I saw you again today.
We were kinda went through a phase.
They called us melancholic,
I told them they're not wrong.
We were sad, we ended up this way.
So we both trailed in, fixing out the curiosity as you reiterated.
I saw you again today.
We reconciled. But not for too long.
We always fight on the same topic, I told myself I am tired.
But I am the one who had rekindled the flame, starting all over again.
I saw you again today.
Tell me I am not close to a sack of flour, I told you.
You hinted a smirk saying I looked extravagant than the usual.
And as far as you vaguely remembers, that was what I looked like when our fingers interlaced for the first time.
I saw you again today.
You looked a bit worn out so I dare not to say anything. Caring or so, I don't know.
And you told me, I didn't care.
What else can I say when you are on top of my priority? I refused to say anything, I shutted myself back to dreamland.
I saw you again today.
You were working. Your long hair tousled in a most dishevelled way. You told me as you traced them off from your face, revealing the sweet scent of stares as they were fixed on my cheeks.
I saw you again today.
You were withdrawing yourself from me.
I touched you but you seemed so inevitable to my conscience.
A pang of guilt hit me. It thrown me down the well, drown and suffocated.
I wished it didn't end like this.
I saw you again today.
My cheeks turned a soft shade of pink as I stuttered on my words.
I wished I could done this better.
But does 5 months didn't grow the guts in my throat?
I saw you again today.
We were somewhere on a breathtaking place. Hand in hand.
Your eyes scrutinized mine like they were holding a potluck of love and caresses and I was the winner.
I saw you again today.
We sauntered our way to certain places. Some are still on the planning but I don't know yours.
I wished I know better.
I saw you again today. In my dreams, I met you in warm conversations. I cried, hating myself not seeing your presence when I was awake.
I saw you again today.
Fingers were numb. I stood there beside you. You were almost crying. You told me you loved me more than anything.
And my silly game kept on reminscing its tiny remnants, not a sign of giving up.
I called it teasing. But you spat it the other
way.
I saw you again today.
You were crying as the fragility hit you hard on the feels.
Hues of dark colour splattered on your eyes.
I grasped your hands, fond.
Your smiles are mine, your tears are mine.
I saw you again today.
trembling and eyes almost welled with tears.
I thought you were almost crying.
But It was raining.
You ran in the rain trying to straddle me away.
You wished I didn't get caught in any fever.
I told you I won't as I swallowed the last bit of the medicine down to my esophagus.
I saw you again today.
I have loved you the same.
And I will always look forward to the day I love you more than this.
I wished I could see you again today.
