So I was talking to this guy from Europe and we talked for god knows how long and after awhile I started to have feelings for him...
He was into girls who had good looks, so I knew already that it couldn't work. I tried to move on, but I came back to him...
He was there for me when no one else was he made me feel good about myself even if he did it in a strange way...
When he started to talk about his girlfriend from Russia it broke my heart...
But as long as he was happy I was okay with it, but when I heard she dumped him because she thought he was ugly I wanted to pound her head into a wall...
Our age didn't hell either, 4 year difference... At one point he said he was coming to Florida and he was gonna come find me and be my boyfriend but, I wasn't in Florida...
I asked him why and he said that it would make us both happy and he had no idea how right he was..
The only problem was I wasn't in Florida and my mother would ground me and probably hurt(kill) him...
I never cried though, I stayed strong. Knowing he would never know my feelings for him...
To this day I still... I still love him......
But I knew I had to get rid of the app we talked on..
He never talked back anymore and my mother was getting on my phone more now a days.
I didn't want her to find out about him...
It pained me to know that he would never know.... Nor care.......
