ROSE POV
I stare down at my phone with tears rolling down my cheek, to see my supposed boyfriend kissing another girl on the cheek. All I wanted to do was tell Fuck him and go to bed. I had 10 missed calls from him, and several of my best friends. What is happening to me? How could he do this to me? I put down my phone and cried. I whispered " Fuck Adam, my fucking luck." I decided to only text my real best friend, Mary. I sent "Hi" after about 60 missed messages from her. I got an almost immediate reply, "OMG BBY WHAT HAPPENED" I just replied, "Fuck him" She also immediately replied, "IK U DONT NEED HIM HUN"
I replied, " I need sleep, gn"
She replied, " I understand, gn"
What the flying fuck happened to my life. I was supposed to be the popular, perfect girl. But the truth is, I'm just not. That's just not me. I always wanted to escape that. But I didn't know how. I was dating him for so long, I just drifted in with them. None of them were my real friends though. Sure, I would snap them every once in a while, but that was it. We would never hang without him. I finally got the courage to text him. He had been texting me ever since that snap came out. Things like, " I'm so sorry" and shit like that. The big question is, should I forgive him? We've been together so long, and I've always trusted him. Almost 3 years. I almost texted him, before I stopped and asked my self what I was gonna say. One part of me wanted to just break up with him, and absolutely be done forever. But the other part wanted to say, "Let's take a break." It's so cliche but it's what u wanted. I couldn't straight up forgive him, but I also couldn't just waste three years of my life. I sent the text, "Let's take a break."
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HorrorRose heldern can't seem to get her life together. Several boys, being a senior in high school, and popularity has done damage to her, what happens when she meets the perfect guy?
