Torn Apart

Chapter 15

Mike's POV

So Phee and I are cuddled up spooning in my bed after everything happened and she's cried a little we cuddled up in bed and watch despicable me 1&2 which she is loving, I'm so glad she's okay now well I hope she's okay and not just hiding it from me...

Phee's POV

So the films have finished and mike has fallen asleep beside me, ahh he's so adorable when he sleeps, before I even recall what was happening I was crying again the tears just falling down my face again.

I sit here looking at Michael thinking to myself;

Why would he choose me?

Why is he with me?

Does he even love me?

I don't even remember get out of bed or doing it...

But before I know it I'm in the bathroom, scratching at my skin until it bled and before I knew it I'd found the blade...

Urgh why did I do this I promised I wouldn't why do I have to be back to this..

I'm suddenly startled in my thoughts by someone banging on the door.

"Phoebe? Babe are you okay?"

Fuck it's Michael I must if woken him up.

Through my sobs I try to make myself sound less upset

"Umm y-yeah I'm fine babe I-it's okay don't worry j-just go ba-ack to sleep"

I'm hoping he does as I've said.

Moments later I hear him talking to someone else

"She's been in there for an hour now what do I do?"

The other person responses and says panicked

"We need to get Mel seen as Beth has gone and we need her NOW!"

Shit they know....

Mel POV

So I was just sitting in the living room when Michael called Ben into his bedroom, I was a little confused at why he would go in there when Phee is in there as well, but I just left them to it. It was a little lonely now Beth had gone back to wales.

Moments later I hear the last of Bens words,

"And we need her now"

He sounds panicked so before I let him come in I'm already up off the sofa and we both collide in the hall way together and both apologise.

He looks at me full of worry and says,

"Phee has been in the bathroom now for an hour and Michaels worried she might of you know..."

He looks at me not wanting to say what she might of done, the only words that came out of my mouth was,

"oh fuck she has..."

I storm into Michael's bedroom noticing him crouched down by the door, tears in his eyes almost crying his eyes out.

"Phee baby please come out.." He said through the door in barely a whisper, after a moment Phee replies,

"I can't not yet Michael I can't let you see me like this"

At this point Michael is crying, Ben picks him up off the floor and puts him on the bed reassuring him.

It's now my turn to try,

"Phee hunnie it's Mel please come out, Michael is so worried about you babe"

I try not to cry not wanting to know what she's done.

A few moments of silence go by and then her voice speaks up,

"Mel....?"

"Yeah babe?" I'm worried with what she's about to say,

"Can you come in and help me please...?" She said this with such a hurt tone in her voice it broke my heart.

I looked over to Michael who was now just wanting to make sure she was okay he nodded towards me telling me I should go in,

"Of course babe unlock the door then babe"

She unlocked the door and let me in and that's when I saw the 5 small paper thin cuts on her wrist...

Michaels POV

Mel has been in the bathroom with Phee for 10 minutes now and I can hear them both laughing.

I hear Phee laugh and smile like an idiot, oh her laugh is beautiful I finally hear Mel say to her,

"Right missy there is a very good looking boy out there who loves you with all his heart worrying about you he is not going to be disappointed in you okay"

Mel's right I love that girl with every inch of my body and would do anything for her.

I finally hear them both get off the floor and the door unlocks again, Mel walks out first and walks over to Ben and then Phee comes out and my heart breaks...

Her eyes are all red and swollen from her crying and she has her arms crossed tightly to her, she looks over at Mel and Ben and nods they then both leave us alone in my bedroom together...

I stand up and walk towards her and she's looking to the ground,

"Phoebe, why didn't you tell me babe?"

She carries on looking at the ground, I lifted her chin so I was looking into her eyes,

"I love you more than anything Phee" she starts crying again and I can't help but get tears as well "you don't need to hide anything from me anymore okay I know now hard it is but I'm here for you okay" I take her arms in my hands and kiss them where the marks are, she looks up an me and says,

"Michael I'm so sorry I love you so much" she throws her arms around me and buries her head into my neck,

"I love you too baby"

I pull her onto the bed with me and tickle her sides she laughs and tries to get away from me, but I don't stop,

"If I kiss you will you stop tickling me pwease"

I look at her and say,

"Hhhmmmm now there's a deal I might just have to take" I wink a her and she laughs turns her head a kisses me on the lips with a massive smile on her face, I instantly kiss her back and wrap my arms around her and pull her tighter deepening the kiss she laughs half way through the kiss and looks at me and says,

"You're so perfect to me do you know that? And also I love you so much I'm now sleeping and you're not moving or letting me go oh and I forgot you smell really good babe"

She laughs kisses me again and the wraps her arms round me using my shoulder as a pillow, I laugh and her and whisper in her ear,

"You're the best thing that's happened to me and I love you so much don't worry I will never let you go good night my beautiful princess"

She wriggles getting herself comfortable and we fall asleep together I'm so glad she happy now and I'm going to try my best and make sure she never hurts herself again....

Sorry for this not being very good, I've been told to update quite a lot lately on ask.fm so this is for the person on ask.fm wanting the update also some of these ideas in this chapter have been given to me by people on twitter so thank you to those people it means a lot I hope you're all enjoying this and it's long because I haven't updated in ages,

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