So i know one will probably ever read this but i am really tired of bottling eveeything inside. Ever since January 26, 2012, i have turned into a completely different person. I used to be happy 90 percent of the time, and now im always angry and all my other feelings are compresed in a ball in my chest, always in one big knot, never coming undone like they should, everythings bottled inside. I met my best friend and soulmate in September 2015 and we'vebeen best friends for three years. I was so angry at the world and i cried all the time, i was one big stormcloud. And then i moved and met met my best friend. She was like a rsy of light and i was happy again for the first time in two years. I dont tell her how much she means to me as nearly as i should but i want to say thank you, thank you for making me happy again and still being there for me when im being a bitch and im horrible to be around, you're my best friend and i wish i wasnt so mean all the time because you deserve better but thank you for staying with me anyway.you lnow who you are. I love you buddy.
