Same Old World

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Intro:
I've lived in the same city my whole life. Same house, same old life. Everything's the same. I have only a few friends. From time to time, they come and go. They either move or change schools, and I had to always say goodbye. They always said I had the easy part of staying instead of moving away, but for me, its not easy seeing everyone I know move away from me. Never to see them again.. Eventually, I had no friends left. They all moved or just didn't go to the same collage as me.
In the first 2 years I had in collage I've been more quiet then I ever had. Since there was no friends to talk to, I just had to focus on my studies. It seems boring to others, but its a normal thing to me.

This is my 3rd year in collage. I already got all my classes scheduled out and tomorrow is the start of a new year. I've been thinking of quitting on my 4th year and just getting a regular job. I know it seems like I'm giving up on myself, but what do I have to look forward to?

I woke up at 6 am to get ready for my first class. It starts at 8 but I like to be early. When I got there I didn't see anyone there, not that I expected anyone to be there early. I decided to wait outside. I was about to pull out my book until I saw a blonde guy sitting there on the bench across the field. Did he have this class too?
I continued to stare. Should I go talk to him? He.. Doesn't look mean. He looks.. Nice.. WHAT AM I SAYING?! I SHOULD JUST STOP STARING- "Hey you okay? You look scared. Are you a first year?" oh god. He's talking to me. I didn't even realize he moved!

"F-First year?"

"Yeah, you're pretty short."

"That doesn't mean I'm a-"

"Sorry I shouldn't had assumed. You just looked so scared " he chuckles.

"I'm fine." I looked around to see if anyone else was here. There wasn't. Do I look scared? No.. He probably just made up a reason to talk to me. He's probably alone too.. Then again. Its been long since I've had a conversation with another person.. I might as well try to make friends.

"S-So you're in this class to?"

"Yep!"

"Me too.."

"Cool we have the same class." He's still smiling at me.. I can't just stand here and say nothing?! Why am I so awkward!!? Say something you idiot!

"What'sYourName?!"

"Huh???"

"NOTHING!" Annnd once again Blue, you ruined it.

"You okay? you look nervous."

"sorry.. Its been a while since I've talked to someone."

"Really? That's why your acting all weird" Great now he thinks I'm a weirdo.. "looks like class is starting" He walked away. It didn't even feel like time passed, and I didn't notice the other people here. Well this is a great start to a new year isn't it?