Finding My Star - A Cancerous Story

Chapter One

My alarm clock goes off and I get up to the sound of my parents arguing. They are almost always arguing and over me usually. I hate it just because I have... cancer that doesn't mean you scream at the top of your darn lungs to argue about if your daughters getting up and if she's alive.It's the middle of 10th grade year and like all ways people are laughing at me knocking my wig off. No one really seems to care that cancer some day will be the end of me. No one cares about Charlotte Jenkins except for a phew people. Will Sabb a Junior at Selby High School more in fact our school. Then there's Max Masquerade a Sophomore, Cole Zaino also a Sophomore,and last but not least Kai Gabehart also A Junior. As I walk through the halls thinking of how my life will turn out like, will I die before I graduate? Will I make it to be able to have a wedding? Will anyone like me enou-.

"Hey Hope." Kai said Scaring the crap out of me.

I decide not to respond.

"Hope whats wrong. Don't make me get Cole or Will." He said sternly to me.

"I-its nothing Kai." I Stutter .

"WI-" I quickly covered his mouth.

" It's fine Kai." Hoping he won't get mad I uncover his mouth.

"At least tell me so I can help you . I know a lot of things are getting harder for you and I just want to help please Hope." Kai begged me.

"Kai no!" I stormed off.

As I was walking away to my locker I could hear Kai's voice yelling Hope.I turned to glance back at him and Will Cole, and Max stopped him. So I know I'm going to get a lecture at lunch today. Good going Hope good going. Opening my locker I could hear footsteps coming towards me as I turn to look it's Aaron Cahoon. I turn my head hoping doesn't notice me but it's too late. Aarron comes and shoves me into my locker and bangs the locker door on my head. I sit crying hoping one of the boys come. All of the sudden It all stops. I look behind me as tears stream down my face. A boy I never have seen before is pulling Aarron away and the principal grabs Aarron.

" God are you okay?!" This mystery boy says as he reaches his hand out to me .

I nod and grab his hand as he swiftly pulls me up.

" Im Sebastian Quinn. You are?" He asked.

"I-I-Im Hope Jenkins." I stutter.

"Oh my god!! Hope what happened?!" Kai came running with Max, Cole and Will in tow .

Then all of the sudden my legs give out and Sebastian is gone so Kai sprints and catches me before my head hits the ground. Kai holds me as I go to grab my head which is bleeding.

"Grab me a Towel Cole!!" Kai screamed as tears ran down his face.

"Cmon Kai..." Max said as he pulled Kai away and Will held me.

Cole kneels down and puts a wet washcloth upon my wound. Will slowly raised up with me in his arms and so did Cole holding the cloth to my head. From the corner of my eye I see Sebastian again. Will and Kai run quickly to the nurse with me in their arms.

"Oh my!! Set her down i'll call 911 and you boys may go with her." I heard nurse state.

" Thank you miss," Will said quietly holding my head on his lap.

Im feel like i'm coughing my lungs up. Everytime my mouth opens to cough I can't breathe.

I could tell that Will saw the pain I was in and he whispered as I began to cry, " Shhh It will be okay we are all here."

As soon as he had said that I felt Kai, Cole, and Max grab my hand letting me know it would be okay. Some of you maybe wondering why I am going to the emergency room for a cut on my forehead. Well, when Aaron hit me with the locker door Cancer found its way to make me suffer. My heart went off beat and my emergency pacemaker was damaged. So I was basically helpless at the time. It was a good thing the boys know everything because when something like this happens who would exactly know whats going on? It can also be a flaw because when I don't talk they panic that I'm hurt or panic that someone was bullying me worse than normal. I know some people out there would love to have someone like that there for them but they don't realize that those people can get annoying. Pitch backness arose around me and faited screams can be heard as i'm engulfed into the shadow depths of my mind or possible death.