Hands on my face back to the wall pregnancy test discarded in the hall tears on my face I’m my family's disgrace, my mother is weeping so silently in her room yet all I can pounder is my babies doom, it isn't his fault I’m in this mess, put my head together it’s for the best though deep down I know I’ll miss him or her more than words can express, walk up to the building I feel my heart sink till I remember what my man would think, he says he'll be gone if I don't sing the song all childless mothers do I can't see the building I’m blinded with tears and everything my baby must fear lies in this building here don't wanna do this but do I have a choice to run away from the death nurse's voice, the sun is shining and I hear these words come to me heavy laden and I will give you rest run from the death hospital aimlessly jogging till I can feel both our hearts thrumming smile so wide I know this is right even if my baby daddy leaves me tonight get on my knees and pray to God that my babies future is better than mine, five months I’ll be holding my child and he'll know he is loved not only by me but my father up above.
TO BE CONTINUED............................
