It Was Autumn (BTS Jimin FF)

Boy In Luv

The night is still young at Jin's beach resort. All of them were having fun. The foods that Jin meticulously cooked were good. There was a karaoke, everyone was taking turns in singing their songs, except for Yuri, she's not good in singing, she says. There were alcoholic drinks too. Everyone were in their legal age to get drunk anyway (except for maknae Jungkook).

Yuri left the group to stroll along the shore because she wanted some time alone. It's been quite some time now since she's been surrounded by many friends, which she's not used to yet. She's been with Xena alone ever since, before she went to SNU.

Yuri was sitting the shore line, only her feet was being washed by the sea water. She's thinking alone, she has drunk a few shots anyway. Her mind was flying. she's thinking.. about... Jimin. Due to her being drunk, she laid her back down against the sandy ground.

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Jimin's POV

I didn't notice Yuri leaving the cottage. Where could she be at this time of night? I need to find her.

From a far, I saw her lying on the sandy beach. I was worried because she a little drunk, I heard from Xean that she can't tolerate alcoholic beverages. I'm a bit drunk too, my world is spinning, but I'm too worried about Yuri to think about myself now.

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Yuri was about to fall asleep when she heard footsteps. She rolled her eyes up to see Jimin standing beside her. Jimin also lied down, looking at Yuri's face that is lighted up by the bright moon above them.

"What are you doing here alone?"

"I don't know, I just wanna be by myself and think about things."

"Why only now? You have always been telling me everything, and you know you can always tell me anything that's bothering you. You don't have to keep things to yourself."

Silence came in between them. Yuri cannot answer back. She sat down, still not speaking. Jimin held her hand and looked straight into her eyes.

"Why are you shaking up my heart?"

Yuri wasn't sure how to respond to Jimin's query. She doesn't know why all of a sudden, Jimin's asking a weird question. Though she wants to turn away from Jimin's gaze, she can't because Jimin's eyes were like serious and sincere. She wants to walk away but she can't becuase he's holding on to her hand really tight.

Jimin's face was suddenly in front of Yuri's. Her cheeks were turning red, her ears getting hot, face to face, their lips met. Jimin caressed her small face, his lips still memorizing Yuri's tender lips, how it feels and how it tastes. Yuri snapped out of the magical kiss, not knowing what to do, she ran away from Jimin.

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Yuri's POV

When he asked me, "Why are you shaking up my heart?", I thought, what does he mean by that? But his eyes looked so sincere that it drew me closer to him. I felt like his gaze was about to swallow me. I can't retreat.

His lips were very gentle. I didn't expect Jimin to steal my first kiss... but it turned out to be a passionate first kiss. I don't know if I'm just drunk that's why I'm able to think this way. I'm not sure what I'm feeling for Jimin. I don't know if this is what you call love... but what I do know is that, when he's gone, his absence weighs heavy on my heart.

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It's been 2 weeks since the gang's summer vacation. it's also been 2 weeks since Jimin haven't seen Yuri. Yuri has been keeping her distance from Jimin after what happened in the beach resort. She's been hiding, running away from what she's feeling. She's so confused and unsure of what's about to happen when she sees Jimin again face-to-face. Jimin, on the other hand has been regretting what he has done that night. He's thinking, if he didn't do that (kiss), he wouldn't probably lose Yuri, or that Yuri wouldn't be afraid of him. He's been so desperate, emotionally unstable and worried that he cannot concentrate in BTS' practices and recordings. His co-members started to feel uneasy with him, they feel that Jimin's starting to be a burden to them with how he's acting now. Only Jhope knows what's going on with Jimin.