The girl

Run

As I was on the floor crying with the gun in my hand and blood all over my clothes and the police officer's asking all sorts of question's. I couldn't answer any of them so I ran to my best friends house he was completely  speechless. We didn't know what to do  so we did what every teen would do panicked my best friend requested that we hide. And so we did hidden away in the closest stressed and even a little depressed. Luckily the police officer's couldn't find us... So all we've been doing is run and hide far-far away

15 January

And we are hiding in Mexico me and my best friend who btw I have feelings for and not like friend feelings romance feelings I really like him but I don't know if he feels the same. And I hate that feeling of not knowing and scared-scared of.....being  the feeling and knowing sometime most of the time that fear of rejection and having the pain of those horrible terrible things trying not to give up. But nothing is worse when people say you'll be just fine and in a few years all of us will be perfect. But we all know that's a big fat lie and the fear of the truth-the truth of lies so many-many lies. We all hate pain it's just like a game with all of us feeling insane until it starts to rain...