Nerd ✖️ Playboy

•Chapter43•

He felt used, dirty, disgusting and most of all- like a slut.

But what got to him most of all, is that he had lost his virginity to rape.

Rape.

His boyfriend raped him.

He limped to the bathroom and readied a bath, scrubbing off all of the marks as scratches V left.

He scrubbed his hole thoroughly, wanting all of the white substance to be gone already.

He cried until he had no tears left.

He stepped out of the tub and looked at his reflection.

Ew. Disgusting. He thought as he traced all the marks and dug his nails into the skin on his shoulder, hissing in pain as he removed his nails.

He got changed and left the house immediately.

"W-why.. Out of *hiccup* all days, did it *hiccup* have to be on our 5 months *hiccup* anniversary." He sobbed, pulling out his phone and texting his best friend.

Baek--- Soo, I'm awfully sorry for texting you so late but I really need someone right now.

Ksoo--- tell me everything when you get here arrasso? I will always be here for you..

He wiped his tears and made his way to his best friend's house.

He had told him everything from beginning to end and had become an emotional mess.

"I hate him Soo. I really do."

End of flashback~~~

I hadn't realised I was crying until the bell had gone, signalling sport to have finished.

We all went back into the change rooms and changed.

I felt a shiver in down my spine as I saw Luhan changing, my eyes changing to grey for a few seconds as I shook my head, eyes turning back to normal.

"Snap out of it Taehyung. You'll lose your friend if you keep this attitude up." I told myself, trying to act normal.

After we get out of the change rooms, I bid goodbye to Luhan as we separated for form class.

I got into the class and sat down beside Jimin, Suga and Jin and they turned their heads to me.

"Annyeong hyungs." I greeted.

"Hey." Jin replied quietly.

"ANNYEONG!!!" Suga ad Jimin shouted in unison, earning glares from the teacher and other students.

I laughed lightly as we chatted for 15 minutes straight not caring if the teacher was talking.

When the bell had gone, we left the room and walked towards the cafeteria.

I noticed Luhan coming in and I saw Hoseok's glare.

I stood up from the table, grabbing my bag and walking towards Luhan.

"Heyo." I called.

"Hi." He smiled.

I slung my arm over his shoulder and led him out of the cafeteria.

I walked us to the rooftop and opened the doors slowly.

"Why are we here?" He asked.

"You wanna get beaten up again?" I asked sarcastically.

"Not really.." He replied, head low.

"Yah! Cheer up!" I nudged him.

He laughed as we sat down on the white pavement.

I watched as he licked his lips before eating.

My eyes went grey as I watched him repeatedly lick his lips.

He looked up at me, hair falling over his eyes.

"W-why are your eyes grey?" He asked.

I widened my eyes in shock and closed my eyes for a few second before opening them.

"B-better?" I asked stuttering.

He nodded his head and continued eating.

I stood up from the floor and walked to the balcony.

I looked over the edge and saw a colourful scheme down below in the garden.

I smiled sadly as I leaned over the bar.

"Careful Taehyung!" Luhan called, running after me.

He gripped my hips to stop me from going anywhere.

My eyes turned grey as I turned around and held his shoulders.

My face inched closer as he stared me with fear.

Suddenly, the rooftop door opened revealing Jimin and Jungkook.

I accidentally pushed Luhan, fortunately Jungkook caught him.

My legs wobbled as I fell to the ground with a thud.

Tears slipped from my eyes as I curled up into a ball.

Jimin came running to me and comforted me.

"H-he's coming b-back." I sobbed.

Jimin's eyes widened and slung onto my shoulder crying too.

Jungkook caught on to what was happening and began crying too.

"W-what's happening?" Luhan whispered to Jungkook.

"H-he's back.."

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Annyeong people. I just wanna ask a few questions:

Q. Are you satisfied with this story?

Q. Should I finish this story soon?

Q. Do I get Kakao or Tumblr?

Gamsahabnida. And also, thank you to those people who leave awesome comments on this story. It really encourages me to keep going. Bye~~ 😘
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