B R O K E N - L I L X A N

Chapter 1

before i start, it took me forever to make that stupid cover. i don't think i've ever spent that long on one. second thing i would like to say is diego has me all the way fucked up w/ that whole tana situation. don't come at me w/ they have an open relationship, i understand that. just he could've done better. why tana? * if you support her do not come at me bc i honestly have no interest arguing with you. thanks.*
LMAO okay ima let ya read the first chapter.
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Amora's P.O.V
"rose where tf are you?"
"i'm on my way."
"do you know how long i've been standing outside. my boobs feel like rocks. it's cold!! hurry tf up."
BEEP!!! BEEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!
"SHUT THE FUCK UP. IM GOING!!"
"dumb bitch" i mummer.
i went on a trip to visit my grandma, and just got back. i've been standing outside for 3 hours waiting for rose. she told me she would be here 3 fucking hours ago. i go to the passenger seat and see someone's sitting there, so i get in the back. where else was i gonna go?
"who's that?" i ask pointing to the person sitting in front of me.
"diego aka the famous lil xan"
"he just got in too, and i thought it would be nice for us to hang out again. just like old times."
he just sat there not saying a word.
"are you gonna say something, or just sit in the car?"
"hi.", is all he says.
i scoff and sit back.
diego and i were like bestfriends. i supported him through everything. he got big, and cut me off completely. guess the rap life was just too important. i missed him, but there was a time where he wasn't in the picture and i was fine, so i sure as hell would be fine with him gone. i had rose anyway.
rose pulled up to our apartment and i started to unpack my things. even tho there was no point. in a week we're moving to los angeles, in a new apartment. way bigger, way better. we thought it would be a nicer place to live. i hear a knock at the door.
"come in." i say putting the things i didn't wear back in the boxes.
"amora?"
it was him.
"what do you want?"
"i- i just wanted to talk."
"oh so now you want to talk. you didn't want to talk the entire time you left. so what makes you want to talk now?"
"i know, im sorry."
"yeah me too."
i push past him and walk downstairs to the kitchen. hearing footsteps.
god why won't this kid leave me alone.
"what do you want diego?"
"i just wanted to tell you rose left. she said she had to go somewhere, so it's just me and you."
"okay and?"
"what do you want to do?"
"IM going to eat. you can do whatever tf you want."
i know what you're thinking, amora me estás haciendo enojar. *amora you're making me mad* i have my reasons. he just walked out on me. left. without saying anything.
"what are you making?"
"food."
"what food?"
"the food you eat."
"what kind of food do you eat."
"the food you cook."
"what kind of-"
"DIEGO LEANOS I AM NOT FUCKING PLAYING YOUR GAMES LEAVE ME ALONE."
"god damn ma. why you so mad?"
i sigh.
"nothing diego. it's nothing. i'm making mac and cheese do you want some?"
"yes please." he says smiling. showing his dimples. i always thought he was the cutest. the way he got so happy over the littlest things.
i roll my eyes.
"you're gonna help me."
"tf ? do i look like a chef now?", he says giving me a confused look.
"no, but neither do i. therefore, your ass is gonna help me cook."
"it's fucking mac and cheese. how hard can it be amor?"
i froze. i missed him calling me that.
"i- i um. it's not hard. never mind i don't need your help."
"did i do something?"
"no."
"are you sure?"
"yes."
"positive?"
"yes."
"super positive?"
"diego you're so fucking annoying. oh my god."
"dIeGo YoUrE sO fUcKiNg AnNoYinG oH mY gOd!!"
he says mocking me.
i ignore him and continue cooking. he just stares at me.
"can you get two bowls from up there please?"
"short ass."
"shut the fuck up."
he gets the bowls and i fill them to max with macaroni.
"um can you get cups too."
he rolls his eyes and gets them.
"fine then bitch next time i won't ask." i say shooting him a dirty look.
"you're cute when you're mad."
"im cute all the time."
"ian even gon front. you right."
i grab the coke out the fridge and start pouring some in the two cups.
i sit on the counter and start eating. he again just stares.
"may i help you?"
he just looked away.
we finished our food and walked back up to my room. i still had my bed and tv so basically all i did was watch movies.
"do you wanna watch a movie?", i ask.
"sure"
"you pick." i say handing him the remote.
The Incredibles
"your favorite.", he says.
*bitch i can't fucking wait for the second one to come out.*
"you remembered.", i say looking up at him.
"how could i forget?"
*LMAO THIS REMINDED ME OF FRANK OCEAN. irrelevant. okay back to the story.*
as we were watching the movie i felt myself getting more and more tired by the second. i scooted closer to him as he wrapped his arms around me. i opened my eyes to be greeted by him looking down at me. i was gonna say something, but i was soon taken over by sleep.
——————————————————————————issa wrap. i hope y'all liked chapter one. if you didn't oh well. lol. im still hella pissed with this whole tana situation, but that's my baby and it's his life and no matter what ima be there for him. < corny as shit right there. also extremely proud. he made it on billboard's hot 100. pretty soon he's not gonna be unique anymore *kinda isn't anymore* bc he'll be even bigger and have even more recognition. ):
ANYWAY it's 2:39 in the damn morning. i'm taking my ass to sleep. hope you liked it.