you broke me draco malfoy

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"i'm sorry lillian..it's not gonna work"
"w-what"i looked at him.he closed his eyes.
"it's not gonna work lillian."he forcefully shouted.i felt my heart shatter into millions of pieces.there i was..lillian potter..crying in the middle of the road..in the snow..cause of one boy i had liked.
"please draco..don't do this"i whispered.he looked at me with distant eyes.
"get away from me you filthy potter"he screamed.tears poured out of my eyes quickly..10 minutes ago i was enjoying butterbeer with my boyfriend.now i'm laying cold..and alone.
"draco.."i mumble as i reach out for him.
"GET AWAY FROM ME POTTER"his friends laughed behind him..he smirks..but it's not the real smirk you would see.i guess after an hour of my sobbing i wasn't interesting, so they all left.i just sat there, numb physically and mentally.there i was, buried in snow, puffy eyes,  tears still streaming down my face.everything seemed sadder and darker than before.
"there you are lian!"hermoine,ron and harry run over to the spot i was basically buried in.i have no reason to live..draco was the only thing wishing for me to live..now i can be with mum and dad.harry won't be burdened..it's a win win situation..i'll just..
"lillian.stay with me okay?"i didn't notice all the jackets and scarfs wrapped around me as harry held me close running.he seemed frantic.
"why are you running harry"i asked reaching out to straighten his glasses.
"lillian, you're gonna be okay"
no i'm not...i'm never gonna be okay..
"good night harry."i smile lazily at my brother as tears streamed down my face.
"no..don't sleep, we are almost there"he firmly said.
"good night"i shut my eyes..

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a darkness basically covers my eyesight.was it this?am i dead?
"am i dead"i call out.
"no"harry replies muffled.
"oh"i remember very clearly what happen now..all i wish to be is dead..