When you wait for something, does it seem like forever? Like you are going to stand in that one spot for the rest of your life? It does for me at least. When there is a famous person living in your town, it seems like you wait for everything. Life in Caspen ,Connecticut is boring. You probably haven't heard of it. If you have it's because you either have family here or you know Jaklin Coreen. The famous singer/actress. I'm just me, Testra Red. That simple. I have a house. A good job. That's it. Have you ever felt like you want to just go away? Just, disappear? I do.
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Right now I'm in a ditch. Yes, a ditch, a big hole in a ground. Jaklin decided to confront me about looking at her boyfriend wrong. Her and her little following came and put me in a 20 ft ditch, and now I'm sitting in a ditch at midnight. How great. " is somebody down there?" Oh great. A Prince Charming is trying to save me. My lucky day. " hello?" Please go away!!!
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I'm trying to remember the last time I've been to the place I love. It has wide open fields and long dirt roads. The place where u have somebody how cares about me. And that's not my family. I can tell you, it's been to long.
