Days of being alive and suicidal

Last days of Happiness

[Random Story .__.]

Aiden had been in his room for 6 hours and he hadn't come out. The only time he did come out was when the others we're going to hang out with other friends or to get more materials. The house had never been so quiet. Usually Aiden and Gill would be joking with each other almost every day, but now that he was alone, he had just been sleeping. He had to rest because he had the flu. So Aiden couldn't do much since he was sick.

~unnecessary time skip to the afternoon~

It was about 2:30 in the afternoon, and Aiden had been writing in his new journal again. It's something he enjoyed, and great for killing time. He just wrote some fanfics and even doodled in it. Though they were more 'depressing' than they usually were.

He drew random people either dead or injured. [Examples: Bloody nose/lip, head injury, poisoning, drowned, suicide attempt, stabbed to death, Gut spill, etc.] Though it didn't seem to bother him. And that's when the suicidal thoughts Came to his mind.

He hummed a song he loved while doodling/writing. About 10 minutes later, the group had gotten back from fighting a ton of monsters. Aiden sighed softly and came out of his room, smiling a bit.

He hugged Lukas and blushed a little, smiling. "Oh, A-Aiden. I didn't expect that, but hello." Lukas was surprised from the sudden movement, but he hugged back, smiling softly. "Good to see you're all back. I've worried about you three.." Aiden said softly, hugging the tall Blonde tighter. "Good to see you too, Aiden. But you're crushing my lungs.." Aiden let go of him and scratched the back of his neck, laughing nervously. "Sorry. I-I'm just glad you're back." Lukas chuckled a bit and wrapped an arm around his "friend" who is now going suicidal. "It's fine." Aiden blushed more, smiling at Lukas.

"Well, I'm gonna go take a nap. Wake me up at 5:30 please. That's when I have to get ready to head out again." Aiden nodded and Lukas let him go, blushing a bit.

Aiden went back to his room and wrote more things in his lil notebook thing. When he took a break, he started to look around for a blade. [Yes, he's actually gonna cut...] A minute later, he finds one. So he rolled up his sleeve, laid the blade on his wrist, and slid it across, cutting deeply. He hissed from the sharp pain as the blood dripped onto the paper. Aiden mumbled something to himself before cleaning and bandaging the cut. [No one shall ever find out what he said.] He rolled his sleeve back down and sighed, tearing up a bit. "Crap.." Aiden quickly wiped his tears away and got up to wake up Lukas. [Though it's weird of how he does wake him up, so let's see what he does.] He snuck into the room, got on top of Lukas, and screamed in a high pitched voice. [._. Weird, isn't it?] Lukas woke up and pushed aids off of him, his heart skipping a beat. "Ugh, why must you always wake me up like tha-WAIT....OHHHH THAT'S WHY. OKAY BYE AIDEN. I GOTTA GO NOW! AND I'M SORRY!" He shouted, rushing around while grabbing some things before dashing out through the door at the speed of light. [I'm weird.] "WOW." When Aiden came downstairs, Maya and Gill's jaws had dropped. They were in shock because Lukas would never run off like that.

Aiden looked at both Maya and Gill, confused. They two just shrugged and never said another word after that. Neither did Aiden. They were in too much shock to even speak at all.

Sorry for that weird thing, but it's just an idea. And I know it's weird as hell, but I don't really care if you guys judge me. I wouldn't even care if you hated on me. Go ahead and tell me to just delete Wattpad.