Advice For Victims

In A World Like Ours🥀💔

What makes me different from you? The struggle i've been through or the way I came up? No it's the fact that you rather have "popularity" than to have a real friend. To be honest I rather have 3 real friends over 20 fake ones. In this world there's no room for backstabbing. I know what it's like to feel true pain and no i'm not talking about a little boy breaking your heart I mean real pain. Have been beating into comas, went to school with my face damaged just been through a lot in general. I'm tired of everyone acting like they know what's good for me. So just listen if I sent you this it's not because you have did anything to me it's because no one should hold in too much stuff. Ok so you know who I am but do you know my story just keep reading. I've lived with my mama to my grandma all my life. I'm not the bratty type I have a goal to overcome everything i've been through but how can I when I don't forgive. Everyone praises these rappers who talks about struggle and coming up a certain way. Every other day I feel worthless thinking I should end it all but I stay because I have people who depend and care about me.

No matter what so here's the story. You know how at night some people dream about cotton candy and rainbows yea...I talk to demons in my sleep. I think most of it started when I was 10. I was raped...none of the pity stuff because it gets sadder. I moved to New Orleans at 11 and was raped and abused for a year straight.Then I came back to Tallulah and started 7th grade at Madison Middle but then I got in trouble for all the fighting I did so I was sent back to New Orleans. I was sent to a foster home with some evil people so I ran away. I started selling drugs and joined a gang trying to make sure I ate and kept clothes on my back. I started smoking, popping pills, and cutting school. I wasn't a bad child just had a lot of problems. At 13 I was in a gang crazy huh ik. I was making a lot of money tho so I stay but to get in I was beat so bad I ended up in the hospital. I was sent back to the foster home where the rape and beatings continued but it was worse because I was being sold for money. I had no one I basically raised myself so I don't know all the stuff girls/boys learn from their parents no big deal right...WRONG. If I could change anything it would be the path I took. Well I was walking one day and some dudes stopped me and they challenged me to play basketball so I did and I was being raped again. Now i'm 14 with mental problems. So next time you want to tease someone because of their living situation or their past remember it could've been you.