Dearest enemy, what a waste this cycle has become, only expressing our hatred and darkest desires in spurts instead of in a continual cycle. I regretted my choices in the first timeline but it all gets easier each time. Manipulating you, making you hate me, seeing you suffer. It all becomes less agonizing and instead a euphoric experience and if I had to make a choice I would kill you a thousand times over for no one else's pleasure but my own. Alas I know we both get enjoyment out of this little game but it is not enough for me anymore. I wish to see more from you and in return I shall do my best to provide entertainment for you. Enemy of mine, neither of us are innocent in this game but the cruel things we've done to each other brings me such joy and I can't help it. It is only in your presence that I am free. It would be my greatest honor to be completely locked together in a cycle of death that lasts forever!
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Is that a lie? What is the truth? What do I feel? Really...
I can't help but be saddened by every timeline. I made you hate me, I brought it upon myself and yet I feel as though I wish to protect you as you did with me back when these timelines didn't exist. When those people didn't exist. It was just us, together. I know you must think me mad for my emotions and I cannot argue with your reasoning. The real truth is: I cannot numb myself to these timelines much longer. The memory of my actions slides down my back like ink and yet I am the only one who remembers. Now I see. The only way of escape that would satisfy me is my own death by your hands. Now please, murder me in cold blood and I will feel paradise. That way both of us can let go and you will be free. It is and shall be the only way I can protect you the next time we cross paths. ~ sincerely, Ko
