I saw that smile
standing away from the crowd
your voice carrying over
screaming in my brain
my second thoughts churning slowly
damned i am of you
your grey eyes control my life
my helplessness grasping control
i fell down the hill
where are you to save me?
i look down only to those whom i not need
and up upon the sun and moon
but you're nowhere to be seen
days go by,
my grip is loosening
my shoes have fallen
my body only getting heavier
i want to spit out my regrets
but do i have any?
satan is laughing and the ground becomes more wet
god is not watching me, but other souls
no one cares about me
i close my eyes
"night" i whisper to the black wind
I let go
i look up and see your face one last time
but only this time, blood is in it's place
no one's watching me now
