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I have had many online friends who have stuck with me through out. Lately I have been thinking about two very important roleplay friends. They keep my sanity wrapped up in a gift box.
Plus the picture up there is like how I feel, like my mind has a chain on me at times.
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Some people think online friends are scary, but in my own mind they are not. There are many people who are actually willing to listen about your constant complaining about your life, family, friends , school, etc.
Some of my internet friends have been gone for a while, and they get me thinking of the many questions that I will ask them once I get a chance again. Like how are you?where have you been? Are you okay? . The dark questions come along when I feel like I am not needed any more like. Am I a problem? Do I offend you? Am I okay with you? Do I need to leave you alone?. Honestly at that point if I haven't talked to them within a month. I feel like I need to back off. I say to myself," You aren't needed anymore. You don't belong with them. You probably make them uncomfortable. They might actually hate you."
Some times, those deep dark thoughts get to me. I begin to cry , and sometimes I do just need a good cry since I have been through a lot. It is hard to trust anyone anymore, since I feel like such a heavy burden to my online friends anymore. I just want to curl up in a ball sometimes, and just heavily cry my heart out , and until I fall asleep. But hey, who hasn't felt this way~
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Random Poems/My Problems
RandomHello There, My name is Tiffany , as many of you might know. I wanted to start a book for all of the random feely quotes that pop up in my mind. It is strange of how I can have a really deep poem or a something completely different. So bare with me...
