Breathing Blues | A Karamel Story

Chapter 1

Brokenhearted. That's what Kara felt for the past 6 months without Mon-El. Supergirl was doing great, saving people, stopping crimes and all that. But on the other hand, Kara was not. She hasn't gotten over how bitchy Rhea was. If that psycho bitch wasn't so selfish, maybe right now she would be snuggling with Mon-El, but she isn't. "It's all my fault," She would mutter to herself. She would spend nights all alone, didn't bother to even clean her loft because she was always busy being Supergirl and always flying over the city. She wasn't at her loft most of the times, she also wasn't at CatCo. She had barely gone to work. Most nights she would go to the bar where Mon-El used to work. She would stay up till they had to close the bar at 3am. When it did, Kara would walk home or fly, she would walk because she probably had drank to much alcohol and got too drunk.

Kara was walking through the streets alone while it rained. She felt nostalgic, for it was because Kara and Mon-El used to take walks hand in hand most nights when he was still here. She shivered when a drop of rain trickled down her back. She cried and cried, until there were no tears left to be cried. She felt like she didnt have a home, cause her home was gone. Her home was probably dead by now, floating in space. She felt homeless. She felt like this strong person she needs to be, but keeps failing at that. She failed to be Mon-El's girlfriend, she thought. She failed to protect him. She failed herself. She's Supergirl, she's this strong, inspirational woman heroine that had broke. She can bend steel, but yet she is the steal that is bendable. She couldn't live without him, she just couldn't. She couldn't breathe most of the time. But it was fine. She didnt need to turn on the water in the shower, because she would've filled the bathtub up with her tears, rocking back & forth crying & crying there for hours. She couldn't stop thinking about him. The first time they met, they were enemies. But as time pass, they grew to be more than enemies. They had this true love, no one could ever have. He was her light in the dark and she was his. Her face would light up when he smiled, and he would too. Their love couldn't be described. Their love was unbreakable. No one could've gotten in their way. But Rhea did. That sad hippo looking bitch just wanted her family back, well if she was really Mon-El's mom, she would've let him stay and be supportive, but again, she chose the opposite of that.

When Kara got home, she change into her PJ's and got in bed. She stared dreadidly at where Mon-El used to sleep. Next to her, together, made her feel safe and sound, like she was the only one for him and he was the only one for her. "I should've let him go," She cried on her pillow.

"Maybe he would be here right now." She sniffled as she rubbed her nose. All night long she couldn't sleep. For it was because she couldn't stop thinking that he's really gone. A girl from Krypton and a boy from Daxam with a beautiful love story, sad ending. Rival enemies, but they weren't. He regretted everything he did on Daxam, and she understood him for that. She regretted judging him by his race. Because he was a Daxamite, she thought he was this bad, looking for war, or maybe even starting one, do bad things to her city, but all he did was love her.

In the morning, Alex knocked on Kara's door. "Kara?" She shouted. "Come in," Her sister said.

"Hey, how are you doing?" Alex asked as she walked in and closed the door. She walked to her sister and they sat down on the couch.

"Not good, but not bad," Kara whispered as she looked at her sister. Even they are not blood related or real sister, Kara felt like Alex was really hers cause she knows everything about her and they had this connection.

"Kara, I know that he's gone, but you can't just stop going to work at Catco anymore, its your job." Alex rubbed her back.

"I know, but I've been really busy lately, I saved the world, but that doesn't mean there's no more crimes to be committed, I am Supergirl, champion of Earth and I earned it, Alex. If I really am the champion, I'm not just gonna throw it away like its a piece of paper, I worked hard for it and its my duty to protect National City and Earth." Kara reasoned with her sister.

"Okay, I get it, and if you need to talk to someone, you can always talk to me. Alright, I'll check on you later, bye, love you" Alex said as she hugged her sister and went out.

When Alex shut the door, Kara sobbed. She built a wall around her heart because she was scared that she'll be hurt again like how Mon-El needed to leave her. She's scared if someone was gonna take one of her family members.

***

"Honey, I'm home!" Alex shouted as Maggie came out of the bathroom.

"Hey, how'd it go? Will she be okay?" Maggie asked as she kissed her fiancé.
"I don't know, Mags. I feel like she's not gonna get over him." They sat down on their couch.

"I know she will, because I got over someone as well. C'mon she'll find someone." Maggie rubbed Alex's back to calm her.

"I know, but she was really happy with him, and what if she just stays like that forever. She just wants a normal life, where she can have it all." Alex said. It was true. She just wanted someone to come home to after a stressful day from work and snuggle with someone while she cried on his chest. She wants someone that knows everyhing about her and her perfect partner at a game night.

Alex's phone rang. "Hello?" She asked the caller.

"Alex, report here now, there has been an attack!" J'onn said through his coms.

"Okay, I'll get Supergirl." Alex hanged up.

A/N
Hey everyone! Hope you enjoyed this chapter and I will be posting the next on next week Friday. So every Friday I'll post a chapter. Thanks for reading, bye!

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