Ill be there || Ashton Irwin ||

I look for you everywhere I go hoping that ill bump into you and the weird thing is that I always find you. Like if there was a piece of you that is here with me it’s everywhere I go and its everything that I see, I see you in the crowded streets of my city, in people’s eyes, in the smiles of passers-by. I find you in the lyrics to my favourite song and the melody of others. I see you in the sky in the happiest of days, even in this big old city I can feel you walking next to me, side by side, and I need you, you remind me of everything and everything reminds me of you and then everything goes and disappears and you’re not there, you’ll never be there. Everyone has that one unique person that no matter how shitty of a day it is or they are having, they make you smile and for that split second you forget about reality and you are taken away to that made up world in your head where it’s just you and them and it’s in that moment when I know that I love you because I see the world in your eyes and your eye everywhere in the world. And it seems as though you so close, but really you’re so far away, but I don’t care, because knowing that we are under the same sky makes my day and I keep looking up to the stars hoping you are doing the same and when the time is right, when god wants us to meet, when I am ready, when I’m not afraid to meet you, afraid that I won’t be enough, afraid of falling even more. I look for you everywhere and you are the person I will never top looking for because what If you are in front of me, the day that I might stop looking for you?