Lost in His Eyes ~ Jaeden Lieberher

One

I turned the key in the lock and I pushed open my door after a long day. I was home alone. I walked upstairs and closed my door behind me. The first thing I did was changed into some comfy clothes and laid in bed

~Group Chat~

Iris:

Hey guys!

Jocelyn:

Wassup

Me:

Hey.

Iris:

I just wanted to make sure you girls didn't die

Me:

Why would we?

Jocelyn:

It's just Iris's mind

Me:

True lmao

Iris: So are we gonna hang after work tmr?

I was about to answer, but...

~Messages~

Jacob ❤:

Hey, can i come over?

Me:

Sure

Jacob ❤:

Okay see you in a few 

I can't wait to see him, I can finally fall asleep in his arms again. We have been dating for 6 years now. He has anger issues, but i've pretty much gotten them down.

*Ding-Dong*

I run down to the door and open it as fast as I can. I hug him the second I opened the door. He only half hugs me back.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"Can we please go upstairs?" He said kind of upset.

"Sure, but what's up?" I say again.

Nothing.

We walked into the room and I closed the door behind me. He was really confusing me.

"Soo..." Rowan said.

"What's wrong Rowan" I asked.

His expression dropped as he tilted his head down, now staring at his feet. I watched as a tear fell from his cheek.

I grabbed his cheeks and pulled his face up, but the tears kept on falling.

"Babe?" I asked.

He looked at me with an upsetting face and took a deep breath.

"I have caught feelings for another girl..." He said.

I felt my heart fall into a million pieces. I just started balling.

"No, No! Babe! Don't get me wrong I still love you, it's just another girl made me feel just like you do. I still love you though. Babe, I swear!" He tried to explain to me.

I don't believe him. I can't... he broke me :(

"It's not that easy. We've been dating for 6 years and now I don't cut it anymore?!" I kind of yelled at him.

He got angry too. He threw everything off my shelf and broke the picture of the first time we met each other.

"Babe please... I'm not lying to you... I loved you." He said his face going from sad to angry faster than I could kick him out.

"Well I guess we're over because you "loved" me."

"Babe?" He tried.

I'm done with him. He broke me into a million pieces.

"Get out of my house! I don't ever want to see you face again." I said pushing him off of me as he tried to hug me.

He run out of the room slamming the door behind him, then walking down stairs and slamming the door as he walked out again.

I broke down into a million tiny pieces. I didn't know how to feel. The last thing I knew I put on my crocs and ran out the door.

I didn't know where I was going, I just kept going and going.

~Messages~

Rowan❤:

I'm so sorry babe...

I forgot I never changed his contact name...

Me:

Leave me alone

~End of Messages~

I instantly changed his name to 😑

I didn't want to talk to him again. I kept on crying, but I stopped walking this time. I feel onto the ground and burst into tears.

"Hey are you okay?" I hear a boy's voice from behind me.

I didn't say anything, nor did I get up or turn around. I was just way too upset.

I felt his hand on my shoulder. "Are you okay?" He said once again.

"I'm fine, I just needed to sit down," I lied sniffling some more.

"You're not fine, I can hear you crying and I didn't see you fall, so what's wrong?" He asked sounding even more concerned.

I didn't want to tell him. I didn't want him to be like Rowan.

"Why would you care?" I started crying.

"Because you seem hurt, trust me I won't hurt you." He said.

I started telling him about what had happened as we walked. I felt so bad for ranting to him, but I was glad someone was there for me. We had walked all the way back to my house.

~Buzz Buzz~

Omg! How did I get back in my bed? I should check what time it i..... Omg its midnight!

~Messages~

Jocelyn:

Everly did you die?

Iris:

She was probably with Rowan

Me:

Guys we broke up...

~End of Messages~

I wondered why they didn't answer me.